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There are times when I surround myself with people that I feel could not really care less about me. However, there are a handful who are genuinely beautiful and understanding. I don't know what it is about this place that makes everyone so upset - maybe it's the lack of nature, poor opportunities, or maybe it's seeing those you spent countless days ( Read more... )

life is not a cycle, it's a spiral.. so i get higher.

I am torn by my lack of emotions and plentitude of tears...

I am so tired,
Sometimes I feel so tired,
I can't eat I can't sleep.
So tired.
The pressure builds and builds.
Seems like theres no release.
The things I see go unnoticed by some.
Fills my eyes and heart.
Anger and guilt and frustration,
And depression makes waking up every day harder and harder.

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Leaving to see Jesu tonight in Washington, DC.

In midst of such madness I grasped that elusive real ( Read more... )

"The feeding frenzy of my starving soul, gnawing voraciously at the bones ( Read more... )

Gliding through life, and loving every minute of it. The ups, the downs, and even the neutral - it's all pleasing.
I had a great time last night. I want everyday to be like that.