I miss seafarer so much its insane

"Tell me not, in mournful numbers,
Life is but an empty dream!
For the soul is dead that slumbers,
and things are not what they seem.
Life is real! Life is earnest!
And the grave is not its goal;
Dust thou art; to dust returnest,
Was not spoken of the soul."

Hey things are looking up since the last entry! I finally finished all my major projects for the quarter so school is no longer a major stress factor of my day. on the other hand...swimming is beginning to get intense. Now we have challenge sets at practice instead of just doing stroke work etc. Now that im in Sr., what ive realized is that this ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in a while...its actually funny because im usually pretty up to date about my journal. oh well, alot has happened. i had a breakdown today after band..again. i feel badly becuase everyone there always sees me when im a nervous wreck. i make a huge deal out of all of my problems. i hate that i do that... but when im upset and ( Read more... )

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do you ever feel like there are things you need to let go of but can't? i want to let go of what happened but i cant. it seems as if i am living in the past and cant bring myself to accept the present ( Read more... )

wow i havent updated in forever! my life has been unbelieveably busy. so anyway we had our first competition for band on saturday. we actually did really well; second place, which is really something to be excited about for this early in the season. but lets not get cocky though, we still arent good, even though this season could be awesome, we ( Read more... )

i think for the first time in about a week im not extremely tired. maybe thats because i slept in until 11 today. mmmmm if feels good ( Read more... )

wow i dont even know how long its been since my last update. ive been busy with school and other stuff. sooo wanna know what ive been up to? sure you do ( Read more... )

wow im tired, and for no reason at all either. all ive done the past day and a half is sit around and do nothing. except last night i went to henrys house and we just sort of sat around and taked and drank root beer for 2 hours. it was nice because i got to get out of the house and didnt have to do anything wild. hah.

well thats all for now...