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I'm sorry for what I've done, but I'm not sorry that I've done it. I'm not asking for forgiveness; just an understanding. There are reasons why, but you might consider them hurtful. I have nightmares of my wrong doing, but I ask myself, "Was it so wrong?" My conscience will never be clear, as I have not been clear to you. If I told you why, would ( Read more... )

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I just want to know if everyone agrees with me that Harry Potter 6 was fucking sad. I totally cried at the end of it and now I am impatient for the next and last book.

and it's time for me to go. The goodbyes are killing me, but I wouldn't trade anything. It looks like I'm leaving tomorrow morning and on my way to my mom's from there. I will spend some time there and then go to Washington. I will miss Cali. It's been my home since I was born. A new state; a new life. It sounds exciting, but it's fucking scary. I ( Read more... )

Anyway, it's Monday. A new start to the week and I'm excited. Tuesday is my last day of work. Yeah!!! I'm sad also, because my friends at work all bought me a card and wrote some heartfelt goodbyes. I promised myself I wouldn't cry, so I had to hold it in. My birthday is in two freakin' days. Can you believe it, 21? God, where did the time go. ( Read more... )

I just spent ten minutes walking home in the rain and I feel refreshed. It's one of the few times I've done it and I always feel calm afterwords. When I walk, it gives me time to think about things. I love it. It's probably the only time I get to do that. Just walk and think about the things that are going on around me. It gives me peace of mind. ( Read more... )

Today is my day off, so I'm bumming around. I have all of these movies to watch. And yes, one of them is a new John Travolta movie; A Love Song For Bobby Long. It's very sad and very good, if you're into dramas and indies. I also watched Birth; a very interesting movie. I'm going to watch Suspect Zero, House of Flying Daggers, Meet the Fockers and ( Read more... )

Well, it looks like we can't go to Disneyland, because my mom can't afford it. It's no big deal to me, but I felt bad for my little sister. She called me in tears; she had her heart set on going, I guess. We saw Sahara yesterday. Pretty good if you're into eye candy. It kept me entertained, though. I really want to see The Jacket, but I can't seem ( Read more... )