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exposing myself
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milestones
every year around my birthday i get very depressed. it started around 30 years old, and has continued since. i've always assumed i'd die at 38 years old like my mother did, and as i've approached this age, i feel worse and worse. a normal person would most likely be in shape and be all over this health thing but not me, i suck. -
Writer's Block: Less Than Idle Hands
nervous habits? haha...well, let's go with biting my nails. i thought i'd grow out of it but i haven't. -
tired tonight...
but wanted to write for a minute.
i feel real worn down, like i need to take some time off. on the other hand, it stresses me out to think of having a day off because i'm afraid things won't get done. eh, i think i should post another night, i feel very blah. -
who do you count on?
'you can't count on anyone except yourself ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: Your First Record
im not sure what my first record was, but i do remember a few i played over and over.
1. grease soundtrack
2. styx (dont remember which one)
3. michael jackson, off the wall
i dont listen to any of them....must have played them too much :) -
quoting
courtesy of breakfast at tiffany's ( Read more... ) -
attitude adjustment
i'm not sure how to get one, but i need one. some of it, i think, comes from the people around me. if their attitude sucks i feed on that. negativity seeps out of every pore, nothing is finished, and all i want to do is sleep. i'm mentally exhausted which physically exhausts me. for a while i thought that it was just lack of some good sex. i' ( Read more... ) -
small things
i'm trying to find a few things every day to make me smile.
this does....his voice is incredible.
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