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ntoxykated0569

boring

Oct 21, 2004 13:54

i dont like being lonely, but i dont have a choice. i have no one that i can get along with anymore. i just dont fit in with anyone cuz all people do is think for themselves and fukk ppl over. im so incredibly lost inside my head. i feel so alone, i feel like an outcast. i just cant believe the nerve of some people. i guess ill never understand why ( Read more... )

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hey hey seeking_utopia October 21 2004, 20:50:49 UTC

HEY! Don't get so down on yourself. Life as you know it essentially STARTS OVER in less than a year...you meet all new people, have all new friends...and you still get to keep the old ones who really count.

I prolly sound like a hypocrite saying that, but for the most part its true.

Re: hey hey ntoxykated0569 October 21 2004, 22:22:21 UTC

thanks alot for the advice, u got a good point. i usually dont like new things and big changes, but i got a feeling that ill prolly embrace this one and take it for what it is...college!
i applied to u of m too!

Re: hey hey seeking_utopia October 22 2004, 06:20:50 UTC

YAY! I hope to see you here next year!

Re: hey hey ntoxykated0569 October 22 2004, 19:30:24 UTC

thatd be crazy...but i think i might end up goin to med skool at st. george's...(its in grenada in the carribean) that warm weather is callin my name!!!

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shermu4ux2 October 22 2004, 04:33:19 UTC

mike, cheer up! new friends can be the beginning of a beautiful thing. friends that screw you over, do shit behind your back, or even lie to you obviously arent very good people. you dont need people like that in your life. there arent exactly answers to everything so i cant really explain why this has all happened to you, but ill tell you one thing. you dont deserve one bit of this bullshit. you are such a great guy and such a sweetheart. i wouldnt worry too much about your so-called friends.. take a fresh start, try new things, find a new crowd. things will brighten up babe, just give it time.

gfhjfgjh ntoxykated0569 October 22 2004, 19:28:45 UTC

thanks alot sheryl, its nice to know ppl like u, and i intend to start and do a lot of new things. im movin on and at the same time im learning all types of new things about life. hope to see u at the game!

Re: gfhjfgjh shermu4ux2 October 23 2004, 21:50:20 UTC

i was at the game. eventhough lake shore lost, you still did an awesome job. great effort and keep up the hard work. love you!