this weekend was grand as a mother....i had high hopes(literally) after we won our game, and that carried over into the rest of the weekend. but i got to go to a sweet party and ride 4 wheelers...almost died but thats how i roll...i rolled too in a dune buggy, fun shit. then sunday went out to lunch with my homecoming date...it was kool, and its ( Read more... )

lake shore football bitches ( Read more... )

eh its a beautiful fukkin day in my neighborhood NOT ( Read more... )

ahh shit another day in the life of a me. well yesterday was my 2nd football game, and we won 26 to 22 against madison. i played like hell but i tried as best i could. the team is really strong and when we get pissed...look out cuz no one can stop us ( Read more... )

ahh shit ive never been hurt this bad. everything hurts too much to bear. the smell, the sight, the lingering attraction. i wish it would all just go away for my own sanity and benefit. i know i cant have what i truly and really want. theyll never gonna want back, and i cant do anything about it. oh so helpless. thats how i feel at the moment. i ( Read more... )

well skool started today...not the greatest thing on the whole world but it wasnt as bad as i thought it would be ( Read more... )

i feel so betrayed and hurt.... thought u were a friend but u lied....thought we had something...but u lied ( Read more... )

never in my life have i hated it more. i have hit rick bottom and i really see myself for who i am. a freak. i cant control my own emotions and i purposly make my life shitty. i always make things worse that they are. i can never do anything right. i have dragged down everyone close to me, and destroyed the most beautiful thing in the entire world ( Read more... )

hello world. today is a new day for me and i am reminded of the fact that skool is just around the corner. im kinda nervous about my schedule cuz i picked sum very hard classes (woops). oh well, i got a doctors appointment today and hopefully it goes well. things are lookin up for me, and yeah ( Read more... )

a part of me may have died recently. but theres still hope for happiness down the road. ill kill for the chance to be as happy as i once was. even though i doubt ill b happy with another, maybe it is for the best that i search for new love. or maybe this time is needed for her. who knows, hopefully my love will return to me. i miss her so much. ( Read more... )