shit im slacking hardcore on these scholarship things, i think i should get rolling on them. i hope i can get some cuz its gonna be expensive without them.

hung the fuck over.

im just wasting another day of my life sitting around and doing absolutely nothing.

wishing i had someone special to spend it with...

nobody ever seases to amaze me anymore. ive already seen all this shit b4, its getting old real fast. it just wont go away, and im tryin to but it aint workin out to well. i guess im surrounded by assholes and inconciderate pricks for the most part. however i dont speak for everyone and theres still some nice ppl out there ( Read more... )

the noise of failure is screaming at me ( Read more... )

fukkn A i hate not being able to wrestle. its annoying as hell not to mention all the ppl i dont like to see there. itd be different if i was wrestling cuz theyd piss me off and id have a vent...my opponent. but i dont. and i get to see all these pussy douchebags that we face beat our guys. i really wish i could help out our team. im gonna miss ( Read more... )

such a cancer of the face of everything thats beautiful.
i wish that this would just go...

hey fukk u budday!

i am not ashamed ( Read more... )

ah everythings dwindling down to a sweet silence and i love everytrhing about silence. its so tight to just be myself and actually be happy with it, and i feel whole in more ways than i ever have. im getting through alot but a lot of things are getting better. however, my gramma is still sick as a mofo, i went to see her yesterday with my great ( Read more... )

well this marks the beginning of no more bullshit in my life ( Read more... )

i never thought ppl could get so fukkin low. its bad to fukk someone over. its worse to fukk them over with their own friends. but its the worst to fukk over ur own damn family. i need not to say anymore and frankly im not suprised in the least as to what all went down.its not my business but it was brought to me and it involves ppl i know well. i ( Read more... )