Hank has kidney cancer. and possibly rhumatoid arthritis. finding all that out pretty much bummed me out all day saturday. My gun still doesn't work correctly...and its bugging the crap out of me. I think the eyes are just really dirty or something...gonna have to take care of that ( Read more... )

oh...wow ( Read more... )

so last night and most of this morning i was just down like crazy...i couldn't figure out what was wrong with me. I couldn't sleep, i woke up at like 8am...and couldn't get back to sleep, so this morning instead of just sitting and watching tv, i went to the gym and threw my fists into a heavy bag for like...a good part of an hour. Then i ran a ( Read more... )

practice this weekend was canceled...booooo. I don't think hank is doing very well, and that makes me really upset. He's probably one of the best people i've ever met in my life, and bad stuff happens to him. Not like he deserves it or anything, he's done so much for other people its dumb, and bad stuff happens to him. I really hope he gets to ( Read more... )

well, i had a very nice sit down with my advisor today. He told me "hey your done with your gen-ed's and your electives. so now its time to do nothing but focus on "major hours." so im screwed. Next semester I will be lucky to see the light of day, outside of walking to class. sigh.....I had such a good semester this time around...i'd hate for ( Read more... )

last night i had the strangest dream....except everything was not exactly how it seemed. I was at my own funeral. It wasn't in a church or anything, it was in like a courtyard with a large fountain, and it looked like the people were sitting on the steps of the whitehouse (wierd i know). I was walking around with all these people (none of which ( Read more... )

i'm awake...and i don't know why, but i'm watching the sunrise with some good tunes on this morning. today should make for an intresting day. havn't really watched a sunrise in a long time, but today for some reason, i can't get back to sleep.

should be an intresting one today.

so, i tried gaming again today. never doing that ever ever again. any thoughts i might of had about doing it like i used to went out the window. its just rediculous ( Read more... )

so i'm down to 182 says the scale at the gym. I've lost a total of 16lbs ( Read more... )

and I feel like i don't know who i am anymore ( Read more... )