same fucking shit happening all over again!!! wooo! party time!!!

im done being a dumb girl

this weekend was definitly not what i expected haha ( Read more... )

jesus everything is always so stressful!! im stressed out about everything always. lol

basicallyyy im just letting things come to me at all times whatever happens happens. haha.

HOMECOMING IS SATURDAYY!!!

i hate this inbetween shit.

am i expecting too much?

if this hurricane comes and ruins homecoming im going to cryyyy.

i havent been feeling good lately. im pretty sure im like dying or something haha.

what if i dont like me very much right now?

im still caring way too much about people and things that i shouldnt care about lol. i need to stop. i worry and care way too much. im really tired ( Read more... )

over the past month or so i have been doing things i told myself i would never do. and i have just become a totally different person. and i dont like this person at all. im not going to care about people who dont care about me anymore. im going to take things as they come. im not gonna be scared. im gonna look at the bright side of things. im gonna ( Read more... )

ok seriously boys are dumb. when you like them and they know it they're like um i dont wanna be together right now. but when you've finally moved on and gotten over them they're like o shit i miss you. then you repeat your old mistakes all over again.

i love sex and the city. too bad Mr Big is my perfect guy. yepp im dumb. lol.

wow i realized that i had become everything i always told myself i wouldnt be. haha. its depressing.

im going back to being myself. i do not give a shit no more. haha.

this weekend was good. even tho i really didnt do anything? basically i've noticed the less plans i make with people the more i do? yea it makes no sense hahaha.

im giving up on everything in my life basically. im over itttt.

how do you know that its time to give up? how do you know that there isnt anything left?

i need to learn how to handle being alone

i keep doing/saying things i dont really intend to do/say

i am tired