Still not over it

[nu_breed]

Have finished our Merlin rewatch. 5.13 last night and it still broke my heart and made me WEEP just as much as it did the first time. I don't think I will EVER be over it. The love in that episode can be seen from space and it KILLS ME just how much they care for each other.

Ughhhh. STUPID BOYS.

Comments

[riventhorn]

I'm never going to be over it either. I still have a long way to go in my rewatch and although I have stopped crying in every episode, the Merlin and Arthur moments have so much more poignancy now. And I know when I get to 5.13 I will cry through the entire thing.

[nu_breed]

Ugh, I basically didn't stop the entire time. I bawled in 5.12 in the M/A scene before Camlann too :(((

[archaeologist_d]

I'm never going to be over it, either. I watched it the other day with the commentaries on and it still killed me. It was gorgeous and horrifying.

[nu_breed]

Yeah :(

[xfortytwo]

Sometimes when I see gifs on Tumblr I get like overwhelmed with feelings about it. Like I just can't get over that Arthur is dead and Merlin isn't and they love each other so much. Fuck this show, I'll never be over it

[nu_breed]

I know, it's crazy. Like, the pain just has not waned AT ALL.

[nu_breed]

I fucking LOVE the finale. I cry because it affected me emotionally in a really profound way. I don't think the two are mutually exclusive.

[giselleslash]

It still breaks my heart thinking about it. ARTHURRRR. D: D: D: And then I make the mistake of going on Tumblr and see 5000 gifs with his beautiful fucking face and Merlin crying and the HOLD ME and then *I* need to be held.

It's not pretty.

[nu_breed]

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