Why cant I stop feeling for just one day? Fucking Emo Kid that I am. -rolls eyes- The pain is still there though I act as if it were not. We talked tonight for a long time, she told me alot that I didnt want to hear but I accepted it. I looked into her eyes, the terror in her eyes. Not really, the terror part was from a song. I see now that we were ( Read more... )

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I have been up... ALL night and I realize... its not a girlfriend I need. Its not all this attention, its not this hype within my clicks... what I need is God. Yes, I know practicly NONE of my friends belive in him but I do. I figure if I sit down and just put my faith into him things might go into place. Screw relationships till I can love myself ( Read more... )

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Welp, Time to write in the ol' journal. I hate butterflies in my tummy because I get them at the most in-opratune time. -pokes stomach- Well, Jenica is leaving tomarrow around 5 and its kinda depressing because she seems to like me and im really gonna miss her. When we hung out we never really said much... well... she never really said much but ( Read more... )

Whats is going on inside my head, a could chill seems to be the only thing that is left behind after my insides exploded due to an emotional overload. Three seconds seeming like three hours and the darkness of the night not being that hateful any longer. My eyes open to see a bright and powerful blaze warming my soul but it wasnt fire... it didnt ( Read more... )

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