jess+cooking food=dot in heaven. lately dot has been pretty good. may be getting a new job hopefully*crosses fingers*

i should just stop. it's not as if it matters. i no longer see a reason. i quit.

what the fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i think one day i am gonna go crazy and kill a few hundred people.

bored bored bored bored bored bored dot is bored. mabye there is a movie that would actually like to see. anyone up for going to a movie? call dot.

so i am back!!!! as some of you already know. dot had alot of fun. it was good for me to get outa town. jamie dude provided a good amount of entertainment on the ride. randonmly waking up to a song and either laugh or singing and 5 seconds later passing back out. cold and sugar are my friends. i am convienced they are the only reason i stayed awake ( Read more... )

i apologize for failing.

Things You Wish You Didn't Say ( Read more... )

i keep getting migrains. nearly daily. sometimes i will wake up with them they will go away for a few hours then return. it sucks. so tonight was good and tonight was bad. got off work came home ate showered. went to rack em up played pool i did rather well tonight too. but one moment at rack em up surpassed all others. i was leaning over to take ( Read more... )

ever been driving and hope that the driver of the simi falls asleep at the wheel? sometimes i wish i could be cold inside. that things didnt get to me. that i could just walk through life without caring for anything.