man i have been feeling exactly the same way since i have decided to go back. Here i am acing all my classes at mott. most people would have thought id be a failure regardless of how easy mott is and they may be right because im thinking about dropping out. here i am pulling an all nighter for music history, broke as a crack whore begging to give you a two dollar blow job and thinking about the 5 to six more years it will take me to finish my degree of choice which would be music therapy only to get out and make 45k a year if i can even get a job in that field. way too risky. its over for school. It might be worth it if i was doing this to work for nasa or something. fuck i cant even remember the last time i actually divided numbers on paper. this is my first and last semester of college.
I came I saw I laughed and walked away I made it through most of my life without taking any medical prescription, but I swallowed the college pill. Yes damn it it’s an American pill with promises of fulfillment, but you end up institutionalized. It's not conditioning, that’s what high school is for, what I'm talking about is not selling out but these buying in motherfuckers. “Sell Out”= capitalist artist who is unashamed by the fact that he could reach in his pocket and have you dead by dawn with the cash in it, because he knows how good he really is. “Buy In”= Kevin Smith= ability for sale! “If trash ever needs to be made, I am a college graduate sir, you can count on me to follow the rules of good filmmaking and make it somewhat of a clever farce that even pretentious art lovers can grin at. Oh yes I am an artist, now tell me what you need oh great and meaningless public while I film myself jerking off, believe me, I’ll find a way to please everybody while doing it.”
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I laughed and walked away
I made it through most of my life without taking any medical prescription, but I swallowed the college pill. Yes damn it it’s an American pill with promises of fulfillment, but you end up institutionalized. It's not conditioning, that’s what high school is for, what I'm talking about is not selling out but these buying in motherfuckers.
“Sell Out”= capitalist artist who is unashamed by the fact that he could reach in his pocket and have you dead by dawn with the cash in it, because he knows how good he really is.
“Buy In”= Kevin Smith= ability for sale! “If trash ever needs to be made, I am a college graduate sir, you can count on me to follow the rules of good filmmaking and make it somewhat of a clever farce that even pretentious art lovers can grin at. Oh yes I am an artist, now tell me what you need oh great and meaningless public while I film myself jerking off, believe me, I’ll find a way to please everybody while doing it.”
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