so how about i cant stay mad at certain people. ;LJKE;ALJEL;KJRLA;KJE;LJKR. ;LKEJ;ALKJEFALJD;FKJA;DKFJA;KLJD.... enough said... ;J;ALEKJD;JA WHY WHY WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

...well... today wasnt bad. stayed home from school. that was the last place i wanted to be today. started my work outs again. yippy. i've come up with a new plan which i hope to follow thru on. im going to start thinking about what i want. idc if that sounds selfish but its just something new im going to try. hopefully tomoro at school im totally ( Read more... )

so tonight for the first time im done being walked all over. im sick of being too nice to people and being treated like shit back from them. im done. being nice all the time gets you nowhere. you say your my bestfriends but can sit there and be bitches and assholes to me. i dont think you realize that im not going to be there next time you really ( Read more... )

im going to shoot myself in the face...unless my snot loss kills me first. i cant stop sneezing! ahhhhhhh... i dont feel good at all :(

eff school tomoro!

today was great! MY DRESS CAME MY DRESS CAME MY DRESS CAME! omg...im so happy now... all i have to do now is find the perfect shoes and the perfect date :-/ but no one wants to take me. omg! i cant wait now for hc! anyways... becca aplin liz brendan and alayna all came over today and i modeled my dress for them :) ... megan came over later and ( Read more... )

last day of summer :( im grounded for doing nothing, but for not knowing how to clean my room. i've now realized that im a spoiled brat who throws fits when she doesnt get her way... and i've now learned it doesnt work to get sympathy so im gonna try to be mature for once and get over the fits. and im going to try and think about positive things ( Read more... )

i hate being called a spoiled brat i hate throwing fits to get your attention i hate feeling wanted for 2seconds i hate always asking to hang out i hate not knowing anything i hate feeling bad all the time i hate getting my hopes up i hate not being able to get over things i hate that i never give up on it i hate that im alone i hate being negative ( Read more... )

so i pretty much love how everything is going lately. today was super fun... hung out with kaitlin, adam, kovacks, kyle d. , cody, aplin, and alayna. i broke this mexican wrap taco thing over cody's head today in the car... omg... im sorry cody but i was in a super bad mood...and ... i didnt know how else to deal with you..thats the first thing ( Read more... )

today has been pretty good. i had to get up around 1030 when kyle randomly stopped by... i enjoyed it tho... i love when people stop by randomly becuz it makes me feel special :) i almost cried again earlier... my homecoming dress that i would kill for isnt on the website anymore... i wanted to shoot myself in the face :( if i dont get that dress ( Read more... )

ok...so here i go again... i swear to god i dont wanna get wrapped up in feelings again becuz i was doing sooooooooooooooooo good... but then BAM! idk... obviously i still have something for him but like... its weird. i wish i knew what was going on in his head so that way if i knew it was only me feeling this way i could easily cover it up. you ( Read more... )