my job experience is nonexistent, and people wonder why

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I have a sort-of job with my (cousin's) uncle at his Communications/Ad Firm. (That's where I am now)

It's cool, 'cause yesterday I tagged along for a meeting with a big government client and earlier today I proofread some adds for MCS/Medicare.

It's not cool because when I'm not doing any of these things, I am literally doing nothing, and last

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Here, everyone seems to get lunch from a lunch run. It's a private office, so there's no cafeteria, just a little kitchen and a fridge stocked-full of Coke cans.

What kind of sucks the most is that I'm not doing anything! I mean, it sucks to do a lot of work and not get paid squat, but it sucks too when you're just sitting around all day and Mom and Dad as "So, what did you do today?" and I have to answer "Nothing at all." It's like I'm not even here half the time :| At least now I can bring my computer, so I can listen to music and stuff. But yesterday I didn't have my headphones and it's just... so quiet and desolate, man o_o

DDD: Dianaaaaa~ You're depressed 'cause of money D: Man, if PR weren't such a mess, I'd actually consider 'cause of the money situation, but things with my parents have been so bad lately, that I'll take a life filled with debt over a life in that house ._.;;;;

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Buuut, I'm kind of in a corner and I can never tell ;o;

Sob, it gets really lonely, which makes me feel terrible about myself. But maybe it's just 'cause I'm on my period.

/huuuuuuugs. My parents are paying a lot too, and this year tuition at Simmons went up by 5% +_+ I try not to worry about it, but I think the fact that I'm not too worried has to do with the serious detachment that I'm having with my parents. Man, I need to see shrink the second I get back to Simmons; I have some serious issues with them, and if I don't fix it soon, I'm gonna go crazy!