You Will Remember Me: 3/3
Title: You Will Remember Me
Characters/Pairing: Bangup
Rating: R
Warnings: Alcohol use
Wordcount: 13k+
Summary: Jongup decides to take a vacation in order to practice his part for Fiyero. Yongguk is only there with his members to relax. The two meet up and stuff happens.
Jongup cracked his eyes open and blinked against the burning sunlight. He groaned and buried himself deeper into the elder's chest. Yongguk held onto the younger tighter and buried his head into Jongup's messy hair. Jongup gently caressed his back and inhaled his scent. He looked up and saw Yongguk's sleeping face. Jongup bit his lip and got up, untangling his legs and limbs away from him and sitting up. He found his boxers strewn across the room and he couldn't really tell which clothes were his, so he grabbed some random shirt and his boxers and put them on. He noticed that the shirt was too big on him, but he was too lazy to find his own so he dealt with it. He searched the room for a notepad and pen and succeeded. He wrote a quick note and wrote down his phone number and left it on the bedside table. He quietly crept out of the room, making sure he doesn't disturb Yongguk's band mates, and quietly left the hotel room.
Meanwhile, Daehyun felt movement from underneath him, since he was the poor bastard that was left sleeping on the floor, and cracked his eyes open. He looked up and saw the hotel door closing ever so quietly. He got up and saw half naked girls all over the room, his members sleeping in very odd positions. He threw a pillow at Himchan's head, which jolted him awake, as well as the girl that was sleeping on his stomach. The girl whined and went back to sleep on the hard floor.
"What was that for, prick?" Himchan mumbled, glaring at him.
"Whoever was in Yongguk hyung's room just left. His door is open and the hotel door just closed a few minutes ago," Daehyun explained.
"Did you get a glimpse of her?" Himchan asked, getting up from his spot on the couch.
"No. The door closed behind her as she just left," he said, inching closer to his hyung's room.
"Let's see if she left any clues," Himchan said excitedly.
"But first, we need to get rid of the girls," Daehyun said.
Himchan looked at the room and saw half dozen girls in the room, some with their make-up smeared, courtesy of Daehyun and himself, while their members had lipstick written all over their faces, and Zelo had a few lipstick stains on his cheeks.
"Alright ladies! Party's over. It's time for you all to get up and get a move on," Himchan announced, waking almost all of the people in the room.
"But oppa! We want to stay more," one of the girls whined.
"I'm sorry, love, but it's just going to have to wait. Please leave in an orderly fashion and we'll make sure to call you. Don't forget to collect your clothes," Daehyun said.
All the girls grabbed their things and left the hotel room. All that was left was the rest of the members in the living room.
"Hyung why did you make them leave?" Youngjae asked, rubbing his tired eyes and groaning when he figured out that he was wearing eyeliner.
"Your Yongguk hyung just had a one night stand and we're gonna gang up on him and tell us who he slept with," Himchan explained, walking towards Yongguk's room.
"How do you know he had a one night stand? He doesn't seem like the type of person," Zelo stated.
"His room was locked, there were quite a bit of sexual noises last night that I heard, and I just saw the hotel door close this morning, so either one of the girls left, which is impossible because I did a head count and they were all accounted for, or Yongguk just had a one night stand," Daehyun explained, opening his door wide open.
They saw their leader face first into the pillows, his bare back exposed so his tattoo shined from the morning light, clothes were scattered everywhere across the floor, and two used condoms.
Daehyun picked up a shirt that was obviously too small for his hyung and saw the interesting design on it. 'Wicked' it read. He turned it over and saw the last name 'Moon' on the back.
"Well, at least we got something from her," Daehyun said, holding up the shirt.
Himchan looked at the shirt and kept turning it over. "I think it's time to greet our favorite hyung," Himchan said, looking over at their leader.
"GOOOOOOOOOOD MORNING, VIETNAM!" Daehyun shouted as he jumped on the bed.
Yongguk groaned and buried his head deeper into the pillow.
"TIME TO RISE AND SHINE, HYUNG. IT'S MORNING AND YOU GOT A LOT OF EXPLAINING TO DO," Daehyun shouted, yanking the pillow away from him.
"You are way too loud this early in the morning," Yongguk muttered, sitting up and rubbing his eyes awake.
"Oooh, what's this? A note?" Daehyun said, picking up the notepad and staring at the words.
"That's not for you, you little cretin. Now give it back," Yongguk said, trying to yank the pad away from him while trying to cover up his man bits.
"Dear Yongguk. Last night was a very… interesting night. Don't get me wrong, I thought last night was amazing, even though we only went two rounds. Two rounds? We thought you had more stamina than that," Daehyun read off, getting off Yongguk's bed.
"I said give it back," Yongguk said.
Youngjae took the opportunity and took the pad from Daehyun and continued reading it. "We should do this again one day. Of course, when I'm not on stage and you're not touring around the world, letting people hear your music," Youngjae read off.
Yongguk found his underwear and put it on. He chased after Youngjae and tried to grab it, but Himchan got it first.
"If you're ever in Seoul, don't be afraid to drop by and give me a call. Or just come to my plays. Whatever makes it easier for you," Himchan read.
Yongguk almost got the pad, but Zelo grabbed it first, reading off the rest of the letter.
"Hope to hear from you soon. Sorry I couldn't be here when you woke up. I had to get on an early flight back to Seoul for rehearsal. Can't wait to see you again. Yours sincerely…," Zelo read off, reading the name on the paper.
"Hyung, I thought you slept with a girl," Zelo said.
The others got confused and looked at the note. They all looked up at their leader.
"Please tell me that Jongup is her name and that it's gender neutral," Himchan demanded.
"Himchan-" Yongguk said.
"Did you or did you not sleep with a girl?" Himchan demanded again.
Yongguk sighed and knew he should tell the truth. After all, it was his brilliant plan to lie to his members that he was seeing a girl.
"I slept with a man. A man named Jongup who is in a musical called Wicked. Which is the shirt that Daehyun is holding," Yongguk explained.
"So you lied to us?" Youngjae asked.
"I didn't lie per say. I just bended the truth a little. Besides, you all thought it was with a girl. I just said that I was going to see someone," Yongguk explained.
"He does have a point. We all did assume he was seeing a girl," Zelo said, handing Yongguk back the pad of paper with the note still attached to it.
"Well our bet is now useless," Himchan said.
"Not really. We just change it from a boy instead of a girl," Daehyun said.
"What bet?" Yongguk asked, looking at them.
"To see whether or not the person you were seeing is hot or not. Daehyun thought she wasn't very attractive, which is why you decided not to bring her around," Zelo explained.
"He's not, is he?" Daehyun asked.
Yongguk rolled his eyes, but decided to find his phone. He found his pants and inside his pockets was his phone. After he unlocked his phone and found his pictures, he scrolled all the way to the bottom and clicked on the picture. He showed his members the picture of him and Jongup when they thought it would be fun to go down to the beach and get something to eat.
"He's actually not that bad looking," Youngjae concluded, looking at the picture more closely.
"You two owe us 50," Zelo told them.
Daehyun and Himchan groaned and dug into their pockets to bring out their wallets. They each took out 50 won and gave it to both Youngjae and Zelo.
"So when are you going to meet him again?" Daehyun asked Yongguk, who put on a pair of pants and a shirt he found in his luggage.
"I don't know. I mean, after this concert, we're heading on over to South America. Who knows how long that'll take. Not only that, but what if his musical ends before our tour ends? He didn't tell me what other musical he's going to do," Yongguk said, slipping his shirt on.
"He gave you his phone number. I'm sure that means that he wants to keep in contact with you," Zelo pointed out.
Yongguk was about to open his mouth when their manager walked through the apartment, calling out for the boys. They all left Yongguk's room to let him change while they talked to their manager.
"Where's Yongguk?" their manager asked.
"He got a late start, so he's changing right now," Himchan told him.
"Okay then. Anyway, we need to get packing and start heading on towards to the airport. We need to get their early so we can check in to the hotel and for you guys to site see the place," he said.
"Where are we going?" Daehyun asked.
"Well, first stop is in LA, and then you'll be making your way down to Mexico, and then the rest is on your itinerary," his manager explained.
Yongguk stepped out of the room with a pair of shorts and a t-shirt.
"Good, now that you're all here, you can fill in the details and start packing. We leave in three hours, so hurry up," their manager said, exiting the suite and going back to his room.
"What just happened?" Zelo asked.
-----
Jongup arrived to the dance studio and saw everybody already talking amongst each other.
"Jongup!" a voice called out.
He turned around and saw Hyosung walking up to him, her hair now dyed blonde.
"Hey Hyosung," Jongup greeted.
Hyosung was about to open her mouth, but stopped and furrowed her eyebrows.
"Do you know you have a hickey the size of a baseball on your neck," Hyosung pointed out.
Jongup's eyes went wide and covered the bruise on his neck. Hyosung smirked and her gummy smile showed through.
"So who did you sleep with?" Hyosung asked him, dragging him towards a corner so they wouldn't be seen.
"It's no one you know," Jongup said.
"Try me," Hyosung challenged, looking at him.
Jongup chewed on his lip and looked around the room. Their dance instructor was not here yet. It made him nervous. He didn't like revealing his sex life to people, let alone Hyosung. But her pleading eyes state that if he didn't tell her, she would find out on her own. And that alone scared him more.
"His name is Bang Yongguk," Jongup muttered.
Hyosung's eyes looked like they were about to pop out of her head.
"You said Bang Yongguk, right? As in rhythm guitarist of B.A.P Bang Yongguk?" Hyosung questioned.
Jongup furrowed his eyebrows and stared at her. "How did you know that?"
Hyosung took out her phone and showed him a few pictures of her friends, and then of Yongguk and his band members.
"They would have events for fans. Jieun is a huge fan of them. We met them briefly," Hyosung said, showing a picture of Jieun and Yongguk. Jongup doesn't know why, but he suddenly feels… jealous.
"Alright everybody! It's time to learn some new choreo. We'll start with Dancing Through Life," their choreographer announced, entering the room.
They all stood up and Hyosung stuffed her phone in her pocket and got in line with the others. This was going to be a long few months.
Yongguk was in the changing rooms for their second concert in Central and South America and played a few random chords while he hears Daehyun clearing his throat and practicing his vocals. The others were getting ready in the other room, possibly getting their make-up done. He pulled out his phone and looked at the wallpaper on his phone. It was the picture he showed the guys when they wanted to know what he looked like. He didn't know why he used this picture as his wallpaper. It didn't hurt any less.
"What'cha lookin' at?" Himchan asked, trying to look at his phone.
"Nothing," Yongguk quickly said, turning his phone off and stuffing it in his pocket.
Himchan stared at him, but said nothing. Their manager soon came into the room.
"Alright, gentlemen. Only a few minutes until show time. I suggest you do some last minute warm ups or whatever it is you guys do and then let's get ready.
They all nodded in agreement and began to finish whatever they were doing. Yongguk stuffed his phone in his bag and fixed the strings and tuned it a little. The others were fixing their instruments and doing last minute things that they needed to do.
They were now on.
-----
It was their last concert for the tour. Yongguk played the last note and heard the cheering of the fans. They all bowed together and smiled.
"Thank you Chile! Hope you all have a wonderful evening and good night!" Daehyun said over the microphone.
It was now their cue to exit the stage. It was so fucking hot. Yongguk took off his guitar and handed it to one of the techies and bowed to him. He took off his leather jacket and walked towards the dressing room.
"That was awesome. Did you see that crowd? Had to have been a sold out show," Youngjae said, playing around with his drum sticks.
"Speaking of, did you contact Jongup like I asked you to?" Himchan asked him.
Yongguk glared at him and took a swig of his opened water bottle.
"I didn't get the chance. I tried to call him, but I got his machine," Yongguk said.
"His answering machine?" Daehyun asked.
"No, interestingly enough his blow dryer picked up," Yongguk answered sarcastically.
Daehyun glared at him and flipped him off.
"Hey, you set yourself up for that. You only have yourself to blame," Himchan told him, snickering in his hand.
Daehyun rolled his eyes while Youngjae and Zelo snickered and Himchan wrapped his arm around Yongguk.
"You better call him. Or else I will. And trust me, you do not want that," Himchan told him.
"Yeah, I know. I remember the last time you tried to call someone for me," he said, glaring at him.
"I'm just saying," Himchan told him.
Yongguk rolled his eyes and played around with his phone. He turned his phone on and began to dial a number. He got up and walked out of the room.
"Excuse me, but where are you going! Don't you dare ignore me, Bang!" Himchan shouted.
Yongguk walked towards the bathroom and locked it. He needed at least some peace and quiet. He took a deep breath and pressed the green button.
Hyosung was gathering Jongup's things and placing them in his bag. Poor guy was sleeping on the couch in her apartment. She felt his phone vibrate through the bag. She furrowed her eyebrows and took his phone out. The number was unfamiliar to her. She pressed the answer button.
"Jongup's phone, this is Hyosung," she answered.
"Um… where is Jongup?" the unfamiliar voice asked.
The voice was deep and reminded Hyosung of a caveman. "He's sleeping. Who is this?"
"Uh… this is Yongguk. We met on a trip," the man said awkwardly.
Hyosung's eyes widened. This can't be, can it?
"Well, what do you want with him?" she asked.
"I just wanted to talk to him. I'll call back-"
"No, don't hang up! Look, he's sleeping and he's exhausted from the performance last night. If you're wondering about our shows, the last one isn't until another three days. Surprise him and then come to the cast party afterwards. Tell them that you were sent there by Jeon Hyosung," she said.
Yongguk was silent on the other line.
"Can I ask why?" Yongguk asked her.
"No, you can't. Now do as I say. Just go up to the ticket place thing and say that Hyosung sent you. They'll get you a ticket for the show. After that, our director is hosting a cast party. I'll try and convince him to let you in," Hyosung said, getting her credit card out.
"What's the point in all that? Can't I just ask him to meet me somewhere and we just talk?"
"You haven't made contact in over a year. The least you can do is watch him perform and surprise him. You didn't have to suffer with his constant moping. Just be glad that he's an excellent actor or else he wouldn't be Fiyero right now," she snapped.
Yongguk was silent again on the other line.
"What's the address?" he asked.
-----
Jongup began to twist the program in his hands, growing more and more nervous each passing minute. It was the last performance of the musical, and Yongguk hadn't show up. He didn't really expect him to show up, but a little part of him hoped that he would.
"Oh my god, please stop. You're making me nervous," Hyosung told him.
"I'm sorry. It's just… what if he doesn't come? What if he doesn't want anything to do with me?" Jongup asked, looking at her with worried filled eyes.
"Jongup, breathe. He will come today. It's your opening day. I'm sure he knows," Hyosung told him.
"What if he's still on tour? What if he can't make it?" Jongup asked.
Hyosung was about to open her mouth, but heard someone calling her name.
"That's my cue. I never understood the pink floofy dress, but it'll have to do. We'll talk later, okay," Hyosung told him, walking towards where her bubble was going to be and left Jongup alone.
Jongup breathed slowly, in and out. He looked out and saw the crowd in front of him. It was jammed pack. He was sure Yongguk would come, but he wasn't exactly sure. He closed the curtain and heard the beating of the drum. It was starting. His scene doesn't come up until later.
"Nervous?" his director asked him.
Jongup bit his lip and nodded. "A little."
"It's just jitters. We've done this plenty of times, so you have nothing to worry about. Just pretend that we're back in the practice room and you'll be fine," the director told him.
Jongup nodded his head and waited for his part, which isn't for another half an hour. He began to pace back and forth in the dressing room and chewed on his fingers. The extras were busy applying make-up and fixing their hair, then went back towards the stage.
"Hey Jongup, present for you," one of the stage crew told him, holding a bouquet of beautifully arranged flowers.
Jongup stared at her and accepted the flowers and watched the stage crew walk away, handing out other presents to the cast. Jongup set his down on his make-up stand and took the card that was attached to it and read it.
I know this isn't what you expected, but I hope to see you soon again.
-Yongguk
Jongup's heart skipped a beat. He walked out of the dressing room and peaked out towards the audience. There were so many people. How could he tell which one is Yongguk?
"Jongup, you're on," one of the stage crews told him.
Jongup took a deep breath and followed him towards where he was supposed to enter. It was the part where he first arrived at the school.
"Here we are, sir! Shiz University!" the one playing his assistant, whose name actually escapes him.
"What? Already?" Jongup asked in surprised.
"Yes, sir."
"What a shame. Well, we'll see you soon, Avaric. Don't worry, I won't last longer at this school than I did at any of the others," he said, waving him off. The one playing Avaric walked off the stage.
Jongup turned around and saw Hyosung with one of the other members of the cast playing Boq. The rest of the play was a complete blur to him. The next thing he knew, he was standing in line with the rest of his cast, bowing towards them while he heard the applause he loved to hear. The main cast stood in front while everybody cheered. He came forward after the actress who played Nessarose and took his bow. He smiled and went back into the line. Hyosung and the girl who played Elphaba - Sunhwa he thinks her name is - stepped forward and everybody cheered loudly. The curtains fell when Hyosung and Sunhwa stepped back and everybody began to chat excitedly.
"We're done! Finally, too. I can't stand being in that puffy dress. If we hurry now, we can change and go to the cast party," Hyosung told him.
"But-"
"No buts, Jongup! We're going," she said, dragging him towards the dressing room to change into their normal clothing.
Jongup was soon changed into his normal clothes and smoothed out his jacket. Hyosung came out soon after dressed in a tank top, skinny jeans, and tennis shoes.
"We're going! The cast party is at the director's house. If we get there early, we might get all the good food that's there," Hyosung told him.
Jongup groaned. He didn't feel like going anywhere. He just wanted to curl up in his bed and sleep. Possibly audition for a new play that would actually let him travel to New York on Broadway and perform there.
"No moping. We're going and we're gonna have fun," she said.
He sighed and followed Hyosung. There was no arguing with her when she has a plan set in motion. They walked out of the theater and Hyosung hailed them both a cab. Jongup didn't know where their director lives, so he mostly relied on Hyosung to tell him where he lives.
-----
Jongup took a breath of fresh air and leaned his body against the railing. It was nice of Hyosung to even take him out here, but he didn't feel happy at all.
"Are you okay?" a familiar voice asked.
Jongup froze. He turned around and saw Yongguk, dressed in a long-sleeved black button up shirt, a pair of dark jeans, Jordan shoes, and his hair slicked back.
"You… you came?" Jongup asked, clearly in shock.
"Of course I did. Did you not want me to come?" Yongguk asked him.
Jongup wanted to be angry, to be furious with him. Over a year went by and not one single phone call or a text? He waited for him for so long, only to be disappointed the next day. He grew used to the disappointment, sadly.
"Over a year with no phone call and no text and you decide now would be the best time to show up?" Jongup snapped.
Yongguk rubbed the back of his neck with embarrassment.
"Yeah, that's my fault. I guess I was too scared to call you or text you. You have to remember, I'm not used having feelings with someone I've just met. All those times I did try to call you, I would hang up instantly, too afraid to hear your voice. And even when I tried to text you, I would delete the entire sentence and just give up because I was afraid of your awnser. If I did call, what would I say? When I did call, your friend, Hyosung, answered," he explained.
Now it explains everything, Jongup thought. "You still should've called," he retorted.
"I should've. Trust me, Himchan scolded me and hit me with a broom every time I hung up my phone," he said, leaning his body against the railing.
It was silent. Jongup wanted to so badly to yell at him, to accuse him that it was his fault that he has felt miserable throughout his entire acting career.
"If you want, we can start over," Yongguk offered.
Jongup wanted to so badly to start over. But on the other hand, he felt like Yongguk doesn't deserve it.
"What do you wish to accomplish if I did decide to start all over?" Jongup asked.
"I would come to your musicals more often and not just for your closing night either like today's," Yongguk said.
"You were there? But why?" Jongup asked him.
"Because you're the reason," Yongguk answered, smiling softly at him.
Jongup's heart hurt. He doesn't know whether he should punch Yongguk in the face or kiss him until they both run out of breath.
"If you wish to hit me first, go ahead," Yongguk told him.
Jongup looked at him. Was he serious? Judging by the look on his face, he was completely serious.
So Jongup did both.
He punched him square in the jaw. Yongguk rubbed his jaw in pain and winced at the touch. Jongup soon placed his hands on Yongguk's cheeks and kissed his hard that he felt their teeth clash together.
And Jongup felt like flying.
-----
Yongguk strummed the chords will all his might, enjoying himself and smiling. It was the last concert for their Asia Tour. The crowd shouted and cheered, singing along to Daehyun's lyrics. Yongguk searched the crowd and found Jongup, smiling up at them and wearing the band's hoodie. It was a bit bigger on him, since it was originally Yongguk's, but he looked so proud wearing it. Yongguk smiled and strummed the last chord, hearing the crowd go wild.
"Thank you all for such a great night! However, it's time for us to go," Daehyun announced.
He heard the crowd going 'aw' in disappointment.
"Don't worry. We'll be back very soon. Just be patient. Goodnight!" Daehyun said, placing the mike back on its stand and get off the stage. The others followed right behind him backstage.
The five walked towards the dressing room and cheered that it was finally the last day of tour. The set their instruments down and used the towels that their roadies provided for them. Soon, Jongup entered the room, fiddling with the strings of the hoodie. Yongguk smiled and motioned for him to come closer. Jongup smiled and walked towards him, wrapping his arms around his waist. They both heard a slap and a shout of pain.
"Why can't you be this romantic to me?" Himchan demanded from Daehyun.
"Maybe if you didn't hit me so much, maybe I would be," Daehyun argued.
Himchan scoffed and rolled his eyes. Jongup giggled at the two of them. They were always amusing.
"We can leave once I'm done cleaning myself up a little," Yongguk told Jongup.
"Please. You smell like sweat," Jongup told him, wrinkling his nose in disgust.
Yongguk chuckled and only held onto Jongup longer, making the other members gag at the affection and Jongup trying to get away from him. Yongguk soon let go of him and went to go and freshen himself up. Jongup played with the sleeves a little and waited.
"You two are so cute it's disgusting," Youngjae told him.
"Hyosung said the same thing to me not too recently. She said that Yongguk and I are so sweet that we would give each other cavities," Jongup said.
"Sometimes you two would bicker, but that's really rare," Zelo said.
"Yeah. We're not like Himchan and Daehyun over there," Jongup said as the three looked at the couple across the room.
"I said I wanted banana milk," Daehyun told him.
"They were out of banana milk. You get strawberry milk or you get nothing," Himchan told him.
"I hate strawberry and you know it. If there wasn't banana, then don't get me milk at all," Daehyun said.
"You drink your milk right now, you ungrateful little shit," Himchan threatened.
Yongguk came out of the room and stared at the bickering couple. He shook his head and walked up towards where Jongup and the younger members are.
"Are you ready to go?" Yongguk asked him.
"Yeah. Let me get my stuff real quick and then we can go home," Jongup said.
Yongguk only nodded his head. He watched Himchan and Daehyun still bickering over the milk thing and watched the younger members playing some sort of finger game they discovered back in South America. Where, even he wasn't exactly sure.
"Ready to go," Jongup said, walking up to Yongguk.
Yongguk smiled and lead Jongup out of the room and back towards their apartment.
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Jongup woke up to the sun shining through the blinds. He pulled the covers up over his body and tried to block out the sun's rays. He turned his body over and found Yongguk sleeping still, his arms wrapped around Jongup's waist and his hair in a giant mess.
There was also drool on the side of his mouth, but he didn't feel like pointing that out.
Jongup saw Yongguk's eyes fluttering open, and then closing again.
"Wha' time I' it?" Yongguk slurred.
"It's about eight in the morning," Jongup answered, curling up to Yongguk's side.
He groaned and curled up in the blankets and held onto Jongup's waist. "I dun wanna get up," he whined.
Jongup chuckled and kissed his lips softly. Yongguk kissed him back softly and held him close to his body. Yongguk pecked the side of his lips, and soon gave him soft butterfly kisses. Jongup squirmed and giggled, smiling softly at him.
"You look so beautiful in the morning light," Yongguk told him.
"Flattery will get you nowhere," Jongup told him, poking his nose to prove a point.
"Darn, and here I thought it would work like last time," Yongguk teased.
Jongup blushed a candy apple red. "That was one time and I was a little tipsy. You can't blame me for that," Jongup stated.
"I'm pretty sure that it happened about three other times, and those two times you were completely sober," Yongguk pointed out.
Jongup glared at him. However, the frown soon quickly faded away with pleasure when Yongguk bit into his neck where the sensitive part was.
"Y-Yongguk, we can't. You have to go to the studio to- ah!" Jongup gasped out.
"Sorry, what was that?" Yongguk asked.
"If you stop right now, I will chop off your balls and staple them to your forehead," Jongup threatened.
A few minutes later, Zelo walked into Yongguk's apartment, ready to pick him up and to take him to the studio. However, when he entered, all he heard was Yongguk's grunt, Jongup's cries of 'more, harder, faster'. Zelo blinked once, twice, until he walked out of the apartment, closed the door, and left. Yongguk can find his own way to the studio.
Characters/Pairing: Bangup
Rating: R
Warnings: Alcohol use
Wordcount: 13k+
Summary: Jongup decides to take a vacation in order to practice his part for Fiyero. Yongguk is only there with his members to relax. The two meet up and stuff happens.
Jongup cracked his eyes open and blinked against the burning sunlight. He groaned and buried himself deeper into the elder's chest. Yongguk held onto the younger tighter and buried his head into Jongup's messy hair. Jongup gently caressed his back and inhaled his scent. He looked up and saw Yongguk's sleeping face. Jongup bit his lip and got up, untangling his legs and limbs away from him and sitting up. He found his boxers strewn across the room and he couldn't really tell which clothes were his, so he grabbed some random shirt and his boxers and put them on. He noticed that the shirt was too big on him, but he was too lazy to find his own so he dealt with it. He searched the room for a notepad and pen and succeeded. He wrote a quick note and wrote down his phone number and left it on the bedside table. He quietly crept out of the room, making sure he doesn't disturb Yongguk's band mates, and quietly left the hotel room.
Meanwhile, Daehyun felt movement from underneath him, since he was the poor bastard that was left sleeping on the floor, and cracked his eyes open. He looked up and saw the hotel door closing ever so quietly. He got up and saw half naked girls all over the room, his members sleeping in very odd positions. He threw a pillow at Himchan's head, which jolted him awake, as well as the girl that was sleeping on his stomach. The girl whined and went back to sleep on the hard floor.
"What was that for, prick?" Himchan mumbled, glaring at him.
"Whoever was in Yongguk hyung's room just left. His door is open and the hotel door just closed a few minutes ago," Daehyun explained.
"Did you get a glimpse of her?" Himchan asked, getting up from his spot on the couch.
"No. The door closed behind her as she just left," he said, inching closer to his hyung's room.
"Let's see if she left any clues," Himchan said excitedly.
"But first, we need to get rid of the girls," Daehyun said.
Himchan looked at the room and saw half dozen girls in the room, some with their make-up smeared, courtesy of Daehyun and himself, while their members had lipstick written all over their faces, and Zelo had a few lipstick stains on his cheeks.
"Alright ladies! Party's over. It's time for you all to get up and get a move on," Himchan announced, waking almost all of the people in the room.
"But oppa! We want to stay more," one of the girls whined.
"I'm sorry, love, but it's just going to have to wait. Please leave in an orderly fashion and we'll make sure to call you. Don't forget to collect your clothes," Daehyun said.
All the girls grabbed their things and left the hotel room. All that was left was the rest of the members in the living room.
"Hyung why did you make them leave?" Youngjae asked, rubbing his tired eyes and groaning when he figured out that he was wearing eyeliner.
"Your Yongguk hyung just had a one night stand and we're gonna gang up on him and tell us who he slept with," Himchan explained, walking towards Yongguk's room.
"How do you know he had a one night stand? He doesn't seem like the type of person," Zelo stated.
"His room was locked, there were quite a bit of sexual noises last night that I heard, and I just saw the hotel door close this morning, so either one of the girls left, which is impossible because I did a head count and they were all accounted for, or Yongguk just had a one night stand," Daehyun explained, opening his door wide open.
They saw their leader face first into the pillows, his bare back exposed so his tattoo shined from the morning light, clothes were scattered everywhere across the floor, and two used condoms.
Daehyun picked up a shirt that was obviously too small for his hyung and saw the interesting design on it. 'Wicked' it read. He turned it over and saw the last name 'Moon' on the back.
"Well, at least we got something from her," Daehyun said, holding up the shirt.
Himchan looked at the shirt and kept turning it over. "I think it's time to greet our favorite hyung," Himchan said, looking over at their leader.
"GOOOOOOOOOOD MORNING, VIETNAM!" Daehyun shouted as he jumped on the bed.
Yongguk groaned and buried his head deeper into the pillow.
"TIME TO RISE AND SHINE, HYUNG. IT'S MORNING AND YOU GOT A LOT OF EXPLAINING TO DO," Daehyun shouted, yanking the pillow away from him.
"You are way too loud this early in the morning," Yongguk muttered, sitting up and rubbing his eyes awake.
"Oooh, what's this? A note?" Daehyun said, picking up the notepad and staring at the words.
"That's not for you, you little cretin. Now give it back," Yongguk said, trying to yank the pad away from him while trying to cover up his man bits.
"Dear Yongguk. Last night was a very… interesting night. Don't get me wrong, I thought last night was amazing, even though we only went two rounds. Two rounds? We thought you had more stamina than that," Daehyun read off, getting off Yongguk's bed.
"I said give it back," Yongguk said.
Youngjae took the opportunity and took the pad from Daehyun and continued reading it. "We should do this again one day. Of course, when I'm not on stage and you're not touring around the world, letting people hear your music," Youngjae read off.
Yongguk found his underwear and put it on. He chased after Youngjae and tried to grab it, but Himchan got it first.
"If you're ever in Seoul, don't be afraid to drop by and give me a call. Or just come to my plays. Whatever makes it easier for you," Himchan read.
Yongguk almost got the pad, but Zelo grabbed it first, reading off the rest of the letter.
"Hope to hear from you soon. Sorry I couldn't be here when you woke up. I had to get on an early flight back to Seoul for rehearsal. Can't wait to see you again. Yours sincerely…," Zelo read off, reading the name on the paper.
"Hyung, I thought you slept with a girl," Zelo said.
The others got confused and looked at the note. They all looked up at their leader.
"Please tell me that Jongup is her name and that it's gender neutral," Himchan demanded.
"Himchan-" Yongguk said.
"Did you or did you not sleep with a girl?" Himchan demanded again.
Yongguk sighed and knew he should tell the truth. After all, it was his brilliant plan to lie to his members that he was seeing a girl.
"I slept with a man. A man named Jongup who is in a musical called Wicked. Which is the shirt that Daehyun is holding," Yongguk explained.
"So you lied to us?" Youngjae asked.
"I didn't lie per say. I just bended the truth a little. Besides, you all thought it was with a girl. I just said that I was going to see someone," Yongguk explained.
"He does have a point. We all did assume he was seeing a girl," Zelo said, handing Yongguk back the pad of paper with the note still attached to it.
"Well our bet is now useless," Himchan said.
"Not really. We just change it from a boy instead of a girl," Daehyun said.
"What bet?" Yongguk asked, looking at them.
"To see whether or not the person you were seeing is hot or not. Daehyun thought she wasn't very attractive, which is why you decided not to bring her around," Zelo explained.
"He's not, is he?" Daehyun asked.
Yongguk rolled his eyes, but decided to find his phone. He found his pants and inside his pockets was his phone. After he unlocked his phone and found his pictures, he scrolled all the way to the bottom and clicked on the picture. He showed his members the picture of him and Jongup when they thought it would be fun to go down to the beach and get something to eat.
"He's actually not that bad looking," Youngjae concluded, looking at the picture more closely.
"You two owe us 50," Zelo told them.
Daehyun and Himchan groaned and dug into their pockets to bring out their wallets. They each took out 50 won and gave it to both Youngjae and Zelo.
"So when are you going to meet him again?" Daehyun asked Yongguk, who put on a pair of pants and a shirt he found in his luggage.
"I don't know. I mean, after this concert, we're heading on over to South America. Who knows how long that'll take. Not only that, but what if his musical ends before our tour ends? He didn't tell me what other musical he's going to do," Yongguk said, slipping his shirt on.
"He gave you his phone number. I'm sure that means that he wants to keep in contact with you," Zelo pointed out.
Yongguk was about to open his mouth when their manager walked through the apartment, calling out for the boys. They all left Yongguk's room to let him change while they talked to their manager.
"Where's Yongguk?" their manager asked.
"He got a late start, so he's changing right now," Himchan told him.
"Okay then. Anyway, we need to get packing and start heading on towards to the airport. We need to get their early so we can check in to the hotel and for you guys to site see the place," he said.
"Where are we going?" Daehyun asked.
"Well, first stop is in LA, and then you'll be making your way down to Mexico, and then the rest is on your itinerary," his manager explained.
Yongguk stepped out of the room with a pair of shorts and a t-shirt.
"Good, now that you're all here, you can fill in the details and start packing. We leave in three hours, so hurry up," their manager said, exiting the suite and going back to his room.
"What just happened?" Zelo asked.
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Jongup arrived to the dance studio and saw everybody already talking amongst each other.
"Jongup!" a voice called out.
He turned around and saw Hyosung walking up to him, her hair now dyed blonde.
"Hey Hyosung," Jongup greeted.
Hyosung was about to open her mouth, but stopped and furrowed her eyebrows.
"Do you know you have a hickey the size of a baseball on your neck," Hyosung pointed out.
Jongup's eyes went wide and covered the bruise on his neck. Hyosung smirked and her gummy smile showed through.
"So who did you sleep with?" Hyosung asked him, dragging him towards a corner so they wouldn't be seen.
"It's no one you know," Jongup said.
"Try me," Hyosung challenged, looking at him.
Jongup chewed on his lip and looked around the room. Their dance instructor was not here yet. It made him nervous. He didn't like revealing his sex life to people, let alone Hyosung. But her pleading eyes state that if he didn't tell her, she would find out on her own. And that alone scared him more.
"His name is Bang Yongguk," Jongup muttered.
Hyosung's eyes looked like they were about to pop out of her head.
"You said Bang Yongguk, right? As in rhythm guitarist of B.A.P Bang Yongguk?" Hyosung questioned.
Jongup furrowed his eyebrows and stared at her. "How did you know that?"
Hyosung took out her phone and showed him a few pictures of her friends, and then of Yongguk and his band members.
"They would have events for fans. Jieun is a huge fan of them. We met them briefly," Hyosung said, showing a picture of Jieun and Yongguk. Jongup doesn't know why, but he suddenly feels… jealous.
"Alright everybody! It's time to learn some new choreo. We'll start with Dancing Through Life," their choreographer announced, entering the room.
They all stood up and Hyosung stuffed her phone in her pocket and got in line with the others. This was going to be a long few months.
Yongguk was in the changing rooms for their second concert in Central and South America and played a few random chords while he hears Daehyun clearing his throat and practicing his vocals. The others were getting ready in the other room, possibly getting their make-up done. He pulled out his phone and looked at the wallpaper on his phone. It was the picture he showed the guys when they wanted to know what he looked like. He didn't know why he used this picture as his wallpaper. It didn't hurt any less.
"What'cha lookin' at?" Himchan asked, trying to look at his phone.
"Nothing," Yongguk quickly said, turning his phone off and stuffing it in his pocket.
Himchan stared at him, but said nothing. Their manager soon came into the room.
"Alright, gentlemen. Only a few minutes until show time. I suggest you do some last minute warm ups or whatever it is you guys do and then let's get ready.
They all nodded in agreement and began to finish whatever they were doing. Yongguk stuffed his phone in his bag and fixed the strings and tuned it a little. The others were fixing their instruments and doing last minute things that they needed to do.
They were now on.
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It was their last concert for the tour. Yongguk played the last note and heard the cheering of the fans. They all bowed together and smiled.
"Thank you Chile! Hope you all have a wonderful evening and good night!" Daehyun said over the microphone.
It was now their cue to exit the stage. It was so fucking hot. Yongguk took off his guitar and handed it to one of the techies and bowed to him. He took off his leather jacket and walked towards the dressing room.
"That was awesome. Did you see that crowd? Had to have been a sold out show," Youngjae said, playing around with his drum sticks.
"Speaking of, did you contact Jongup like I asked you to?" Himchan asked him.
Yongguk glared at him and took a swig of his opened water bottle.
"I didn't get the chance. I tried to call him, but I got his machine," Yongguk said.
"His answering machine?" Daehyun asked.
"No, interestingly enough his blow dryer picked up," Yongguk answered sarcastically.
Daehyun glared at him and flipped him off.
"Hey, you set yourself up for that. You only have yourself to blame," Himchan told him, snickering in his hand.
Daehyun rolled his eyes while Youngjae and Zelo snickered and Himchan wrapped his arm around Yongguk.
"You better call him. Or else I will. And trust me, you do not want that," Himchan told him.
"Yeah, I know. I remember the last time you tried to call someone for me," he said, glaring at him.
"I'm just saying," Himchan told him.
Yongguk rolled his eyes and played around with his phone. He turned his phone on and began to dial a number. He got up and walked out of the room.
"Excuse me, but where are you going! Don't you dare ignore me, Bang!" Himchan shouted.
Yongguk walked towards the bathroom and locked it. He needed at least some peace and quiet. He took a deep breath and pressed the green button.
Hyosung was gathering Jongup's things and placing them in his bag. Poor guy was sleeping on the couch in her apartment. She felt his phone vibrate through the bag. She furrowed her eyebrows and took his phone out. The number was unfamiliar to her. She pressed the answer button.
"Jongup's phone, this is Hyosung," she answered.
"Um… where is Jongup?" the unfamiliar voice asked.
The voice was deep and reminded Hyosung of a caveman. "He's sleeping. Who is this?"
"Uh… this is Yongguk. We met on a trip," the man said awkwardly.
Hyosung's eyes widened. This can't be, can it?
"Well, what do you want with him?" she asked.
"I just wanted to talk to him. I'll call back-"
"No, don't hang up! Look, he's sleeping and he's exhausted from the performance last night. If you're wondering about our shows, the last one isn't until another three days. Surprise him and then come to the cast party afterwards. Tell them that you were sent there by Jeon Hyosung," she said.
Yongguk was silent on the other line.
"Can I ask why?" Yongguk asked her.
"No, you can't. Now do as I say. Just go up to the ticket place thing and say that Hyosung sent you. They'll get you a ticket for the show. After that, our director is hosting a cast party. I'll try and convince him to let you in," Hyosung said, getting her credit card out.
"What's the point in all that? Can't I just ask him to meet me somewhere and we just talk?"
"You haven't made contact in over a year. The least you can do is watch him perform and surprise him. You didn't have to suffer with his constant moping. Just be glad that he's an excellent actor or else he wouldn't be Fiyero right now," she snapped.
Yongguk was silent again on the other line.
"What's the address?" he asked.
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Jongup began to twist the program in his hands, growing more and more nervous each passing minute. It was the last performance of the musical, and Yongguk hadn't show up. He didn't really expect him to show up, but a little part of him hoped that he would.
"Oh my god, please stop. You're making me nervous," Hyosung told him.
"I'm sorry. It's just… what if he doesn't come? What if he doesn't want anything to do with me?" Jongup asked, looking at her with worried filled eyes.
"Jongup, breathe. He will come today. It's your opening day. I'm sure he knows," Hyosung told him.
"What if he's still on tour? What if he can't make it?" Jongup asked.
Hyosung was about to open her mouth, but heard someone calling her name.
"That's my cue. I never understood the pink floofy dress, but it'll have to do. We'll talk later, okay," Hyosung told him, walking towards where her bubble was going to be and left Jongup alone.
Jongup breathed slowly, in and out. He looked out and saw the crowd in front of him. It was jammed pack. He was sure Yongguk would come, but he wasn't exactly sure. He closed the curtain and heard the beating of the drum. It was starting. His scene doesn't come up until later.
"Nervous?" his director asked him.
Jongup bit his lip and nodded. "A little."
"It's just jitters. We've done this plenty of times, so you have nothing to worry about. Just pretend that we're back in the practice room and you'll be fine," the director told him.
Jongup nodded his head and waited for his part, which isn't for another half an hour. He began to pace back and forth in the dressing room and chewed on his fingers. The extras were busy applying make-up and fixing their hair, then went back towards the stage.
"Hey Jongup, present for you," one of the stage crew told him, holding a bouquet of beautifully arranged flowers.
Jongup stared at her and accepted the flowers and watched the stage crew walk away, handing out other presents to the cast. Jongup set his down on his make-up stand and took the card that was attached to it and read it.
I know this isn't what you expected, but I hope to see you soon again.
-Yongguk
Jongup's heart skipped a beat. He walked out of the dressing room and peaked out towards the audience. There were so many people. How could he tell which one is Yongguk?
"Jongup, you're on," one of the stage crews told him.
Jongup took a deep breath and followed him towards where he was supposed to enter. It was the part where he first arrived at the school.
"Here we are, sir! Shiz University!" the one playing his assistant, whose name actually escapes him.
"What? Already?" Jongup asked in surprised.
"Yes, sir."
"What a shame. Well, we'll see you soon, Avaric. Don't worry, I won't last longer at this school than I did at any of the others," he said, waving him off. The one playing Avaric walked off the stage.
Jongup turned around and saw Hyosung with one of the other members of the cast playing Boq. The rest of the play was a complete blur to him. The next thing he knew, he was standing in line with the rest of his cast, bowing towards them while he heard the applause he loved to hear. The main cast stood in front while everybody cheered. He came forward after the actress who played Nessarose and took his bow. He smiled and went back into the line. Hyosung and the girl who played Elphaba - Sunhwa he thinks her name is - stepped forward and everybody cheered loudly. The curtains fell when Hyosung and Sunhwa stepped back and everybody began to chat excitedly.
"We're done! Finally, too. I can't stand being in that puffy dress. If we hurry now, we can change and go to the cast party," Hyosung told him.
"But-"
"No buts, Jongup! We're going," she said, dragging him towards the dressing room to change into their normal clothing.
Jongup was soon changed into his normal clothes and smoothed out his jacket. Hyosung came out soon after dressed in a tank top, skinny jeans, and tennis shoes.
"We're going! The cast party is at the director's house. If we get there early, we might get all the good food that's there," Hyosung told him.
Jongup groaned. He didn't feel like going anywhere. He just wanted to curl up in his bed and sleep. Possibly audition for a new play that would actually let him travel to New York on Broadway and perform there.
"No moping. We're going and we're gonna have fun," she said.
He sighed and followed Hyosung. There was no arguing with her when she has a plan set in motion. They walked out of the theater and Hyosung hailed them both a cab. Jongup didn't know where their director lives, so he mostly relied on Hyosung to tell him where he lives.
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Jongup took a breath of fresh air and leaned his body against the railing. It was nice of Hyosung to even take him out here, but he didn't feel happy at all.
"Are you okay?" a familiar voice asked.
Jongup froze. He turned around and saw Yongguk, dressed in a long-sleeved black button up shirt, a pair of dark jeans, Jordan shoes, and his hair slicked back.
"You… you came?" Jongup asked, clearly in shock.
"Of course I did. Did you not want me to come?" Yongguk asked him.
Jongup wanted to be angry, to be furious with him. Over a year went by and not one single phone call or a text? He waited for him for so long, only to be disappointed the next day. He grew used to the disappointment, sadly.
"Over a year with no phone call and no text and you decide now would be the best time to show up?" Jongup snapped.
Yongguk rubbed the back of his neck with embarrassment.
"Yeah, that's my fault. I guess I was too scared to call you or text you. You have to remember, I'm not used having feelings with someone I've just met. All those times I did try to call you, I would hang up instantly, too afraid to hear your voice. And even when I tried to text you, I would delete the entire sentence and just give up because I was afraid of your awnser. If I did call, what would I say? When I did call, your friend, Hyosung, answered," he explained.
Now it explains everything, Jongup thought. "You still should've called," he retorted.
"I should've. Trust me, Himchan scolded me and hit me with a broom every time I hung up my phone," he said, leaning his body against the railing.
It was silent. Jongup wanted to so badly to yell at him, to accuse him that it was his fault that he has felt miserable throughout his entire acting career.
"If you want, we can start over," Yongguk offered.
Jongup wanted to so badly to start over. But on the other hand, he felt like Yongguk doesn't deserve it.
"What do you wish to accomplish if I did decide to start all over?" Jongup asked.
"I would come to your musicals more often and not just for your closing night either like today's," Yongguk said.
"You were there? But why?" Jongup asked him.
"Because you're the reason," Yongguk answered, smiling softly at him.
Jongup's heart hurt. He doesn't know whether he should punch Yongguk in the face or kiss him until they both run out of breath.
"If you wish to hit me first, go ahead," Yongguk told him.
Jongup looked at him. Was he serious? Judging by the look on his face, he was completely serious.
So Jongup did both.
He punched him square in the jaw. Yongguk rubbed his jaw in pain and winced at the touch. Jongup soon placed his hands on Yongguk's cheeks and kissed his hard that he felt their teeth clash together.
And Jongup felt like flying.
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Yongguk strummed the chords will all his might, enjoying himself and smiling. It was the last concert for their Asia Tour. The crowd shouted and cheered, singing along to Daehyun's lyrics. Yongguk searched the crowd and found Jongup, smiling up at them and wearing the band's hoodie. It was a bit bigger on him, since it was originally Yongguk's, but he looked so proud wearing it. Yongguk smiled and strummed the last chord, hearing the crowd go wild.
"Thank you all for such a great night! However, it's time for us to go," Daehyun announced.
He heard the crowd going 'aw' in disappointment.
"Don't worry. We'll be back very soon. Just be patient. Goodnight!" Daehyun said, placing the mike back on its stand and get off the stage. The others followed right behind him backstage.
The five walked towards the dressing room and cheered that it was finally the last day of tour. The set their instruments down and used the towels that their roadies provided for them. Soon, Jongup entered the room, fiddling with the strings of the hoodie. Yongguk smiled and motioned for him to come closer. Jongup smiled and walked towards him, wrapping his arms around his waist. They both heard a slap and a shout of pain.
"Why can't you be this romantic to me?" Himchan demanded from Daehyun.
"Maybe if you didn't hit me so much, maybe I would be," Daehyun argued.
Himchan scoffed and rolled his eyes. Jongup giggled at the two of them. They were always amusing.
"We can leave once I'm done cleaning myself up a little," Yongguk told Jongup.
"Please. You smell like sweat," Jongup told him, wrinkling his nose in disgust.
Yongguk chuckled and only held onto Jongup longer, making the other members gag at the affection and Jongup trying to get away from him. Yongguk soon let go of him and went to go and freshen himself up. Jongup played with the sleeves a little and waited.
"You two are so cute it's disgusting," Youngjae told him.
"Hyosung said the same thing to me not too recently. She said that Yongguk and I are so sweet that we would give each other cavities," Jongup said.
"Sometimes you two would bicker, but that's really rare," Zelo said.
"Yeah. We're not like Himchan and Daehyun over there," Jongup said as the three looked at the couple across the room.
"I said I wanted banana milk," Daehyun told him.
"They were out of banana milk. You get strawberry milk or you get nothing," Himchan told him.
"I hate strawberry and you know it. If there wasn't banana, then don't get me milk at all," Daehyun said.
"You drink your milk right now, you ungrateful little shit," Himchan threatened.
Yongguk came out of the room and stared at the bickering couple. He shook his head and walked up towards where Jongup and the younger members are.
"Are you ready to go?" Yongguk asked him.
"Yeah. Let me get my stuff real quick and then we can go home," Jongup said.
Yongguk only nodded his head. He watched Himchan and Daehyun still bickering over the milk thing and watched the younger members playing some sort of finger game they discovered back in South America. Where, even he wasn't exactly sure.
"Ready to go," Jongup said, walking up to Yongguk.
Yongguk smiled and lead Jongup out of the room and back towards their apartment.
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Jongup woke up to the sun shining through the blinds. He pulled the covers up over his body and tried to block out the sun's rays. He turned his body over and found Yongguk sleeping still, his arms wrapped around Jongup's waist and his hair in a giant mess.
There was also drool on the side of his mouth, but he didn't feel like pointing that out.
Jongup saw Yongguk's eyes fluttering open, and then closing again.
"Wha' time I' it?" Yongguk slurred.
"It's about eight in the morning," Jongup answered, curling up to Yongguk's side.
He groaned and curled up in the blankets and held onto Jongup's waist. "I dun wanna get up," he whined.
Jongup chuckled and kissed his lips softly. Yongguk kissed him back softly and held him close to his body. Yongguk pecked the side of his lips, and soon gave him soft butterfly kisses. Jongup squirmed and giggled, smiling softly at him.
"You look so beautiful in the morning light," Yongguk told him.
"Flattery will get you nowhere," Jongup told him, poking his nose to prove a point.
"Darn, and here I thought it would work like last time," Yongguk teased.
Jongup blushed a candy apple red. "That was one time and I was a little tipsy. You can't blame me for that," Jongup stated.
"I'm pretty sure that it happened about three other times, and those two times you were completely sober," Yongguk pointed out.
Jongup glared at him. However, the frown soon quickly faded away with pleasure when Yongguk bit into his neck where the sensitive part was.
"Y-Yongguk, we can't. You have to go to the studio to- ah!" Jongup gasped out.
"Sorry, what was that?" Yongguk asked.
"If you stop right now, I will chop off your balls and staple them to your forehead," Jongup threatened.
A few minutes later, Zelo walked into Yongguk's apartment, ready to pick him up and to take him to the studio. However, when he entered, all he heard was Yongguk's grunt, Jongup's cries of 'more, harder, faster'. Zelo blinked once, twice, until he walked out of the apartment, closed the door, and left. Yongguk can find his own way to the studio.