So, I've noticed; I talk the least when I have everything in the world to say.

The reading of minds through spoken interjections; it becomes a volley of responses until the conversation skips the chronology of parallels. And sometimes everything is understood without a word being said. The latter is favored ( Read more... )

Pouting lips; so immature posing. Suddenly self-conscious, you crumble with laughter. Cross your arms before your chest, to hold it in. Protect yourself from the weight of unfulfilled dreams; threatening to crush your ribs.

When I was fifteen, I had this epiphany that there would never be an insert coin scene in my life. As for now? Game over, again, and again, and again.

I don't have the courage nor the inclination to be straightforward here.

"I'm coming home, I'm not bound anymore on the brink of nothing, I'm just starting something. I am dog boy, overwhelmed, unemployed; an arsenal of outbursts, but I'm just saying it first. I don't want to lose everything that we grew. I'm not cutting you down, I'm just carrying the axe. Knowing it's half bad, knowing it's a little sad and there's ( Read more... )

It just hit me; I have surgery in 280 minutes. Oh my fucking God, anesthesia, anxiety, immobility, pandemonium, caution, overreaction, etcetra.

Nonsensical me, who would have figured?

Where does one go when all traces of anger are no longer present ( Read more... )

Listen, I care not what you do. Listen, the exposure; as cryptic as I may set myself out to be, at times, I am not at all different from you; not at all extraordinary. I'd like to make it home, soon, as if I am far from it. Sweet home. And so it's possible, I'm fitting into this routine of contentment too easily. Catch? She drifts astray ( Read more... )

I am 52402% fed up with others warping and twisting my words to their advantage ( Read more... )

Dearest Jesika Lynn,

You are working right now at the oh so wonderful Subway while I'm stuck in the house with your mother. Haha, you can guess how that went? Not bad actually, but anyways. This isn't about her, it's about YOU. Today is your birthday, and I just wanted to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING!!! I hope that this day brings you lots of joy ( Read more... )