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I know no one cares but I feel like shouting this to the world:

I survived my first semester in college and...
Tomorrow I will be in St. Pete and smoking my first blunt in a month!!!!!
And sipping on a bottle for the first time since Thanksgiving.

Thank you Jesus, and Happy Birthday.

There's an amazing balance that I've aquired between St. Petersburg and Tallahassee. I get this really refreshing feeling to leave one and go to another and then leave and come back, etc etc. It's as if I'm not complete without both parts because St. Pete feeds my soul and Tallahassee feeds my brain and the combination is perfect. I wouldn't want ( Read more... )

I have never been more excited to go home next Tuesday and stay for almost a week. I need time to relax and enjoy the small things that I've been missing up here - things like my dirty, smelly dog and crescent lake. I need a break from being a slave to my education. This holiday is just what I need. If I can make it through this busy week, survive ( Read more... )

St. Petersburg reminds me of something and I don't know what it is yet, but even without a good analogy, I hope someone knows what I mean. It's very familiar, but the familiarity isn't as stifling as I thought it would be. Coming home to visit is bad in so many ways - it's like going from The Four Seasons to the La Quinta Inn, books and the gym to ( Read more... )

I keep having daily mini-crisis' over St. Petersburg. It's very abnormal, because going there is supposed to feel so comforting. Maybe it has something to do with the nightmarish dreams I keep having about my friends. I've been having them every single night for a week, and when I wake up, I have this feeling of dread that stays hidden through out ( Read more... )

EVERYTHING IS SUCH A BORE ( Read more... )

I'm suddenly questioning everything in life and as soon as it began, I wished it would go away and that I'd never ever thought these thoughts. But, I did and it's like when you've said the most terrible thing to someone and as soon as you've said it, you want to take it back and you tell them that you didn't mean it and to forget about it, but you ( Read more... )

lost cell phone, i need your numbers, please

Science of Sleep was a kick ass movie.

I've gotten into the habit of making lists and if I don't cross everything off of my list, I can't sleep good at night. I've never been more productive in my life, but what the heck do I have to show for it? The brilliance of it all seems to disappear as soon as I've crossed it off.