well I have decided too kill anyone that would date me because they must be fucked in the head I admitt I am not perfact myself I am really clingy but ohh fucking well that doesn't mean everyone I date has the right to use me like a piece of my and toss my emotions aside not say that everyone I dated did this but most save for 2 always about making ( Read more... )

hey peeps I hope everyone is doing okay I am okay I am playing bass for a band called Kavity now deathrock/metal I lost my job my girlfriend and place to live in the same day but found a new place to live and working on the job thingy fuck having a gf all they ever do is try to hurt me so I say fuck it I give up other than that I am amazingly happy ( Read more... )

how come I know there are people out here that talk with me about important shit but all I want is to make things right with my dad I finally told him everything that has been pent up inside of me for the past 16 years or so and I think I hurt him but I am not so fucking angry with him any more I guess I just want my dad to be a part of my life ( Read more... )

I have been working my ass off as of late. I got into another relationship and man it's wierd. I don't normally date short skinny people. But hey maybe this time I can save some heartache right things are going really slow this time and I'm glad for this I just wish that I could figure out what people find attractive about me I mean I am not to ( Read more... )

You lied you swore you would never lie ( Read more... )

So I got my results today and I am HIV negitive for those that need to know. I have a few things to say on the over all about my life I know I have burnt a few bridges said things done things been an asshole been inconsiderate and all because thats what I did no reason no excuses just did them but for anyone I have scared put down walked on pissed ( Read more... )

Well I have been sick for about 3 weeks now and it isn't fun the doctors think I may hav HIV but I will know saturday I am only posting this to give a heads up to certain people like I said they think and I will know for sure yes or no saturday but hey I'm sorry please comment on this I am very scarred right now and really have no one to turn to I ( Read more... )

I have moved from salt lake for several reasons but who cares right everything worked out with my mom and thats going good so here are a few things I have learned 1)keep your mouth shut2)keep your feelings to yourself they will only cause pain let your self go to the one you really love determine the difference between lust and love wait until ( Read more... )

well I hope everybody is doing okayI should be on my way back to salt lake monday or so I almost can't wait to get back to salt lake but I don't want to leave my mom but I have to go back now or I won't go back so I guess my visit here is done and now back to my boring life

I have one thing to say if I lose people as friends for this so what I prolly already lost you as friends so here I did some things that have no reason I just did them I ask not for forgiveness but that you understand that I did not know what the outcome of this would be there ain't shit I can do about it now but hey at least I know that they are ( Read more... )