i dont know why i insist on talking to him. he tells me he hates me and calls me whore. and makes me feel like one too. all i want is forget that shit and pretend like none of the drama happend. i know i can be a royal bitch but telling some one that u once loved that u hate them is a little harsh. and rude. and it hurts. and it makes me want to ( Read more... )

i just cant wait til i go home. things are gunna be different. better this time around. it almost feels ike a second chance to re-do the whole college-and-on-my-own stuff.

<3 poe

wow, im home. and i dont wanna leave! i saw my new horsey and he's got a lot of work to be done on him. poor thing. and i also rode Barbie and some new horse which im not too crazy about. anyhow. tomorrow i have to do all sorts of horsey stuff. GOOD TIMES!!!

<3 poe

i cant wait to be home!

I've been doing a lot of thinking lately. and i'm thinkin that i wanna go home. for good. well, not for good per say, just until i can ween myself to independence. and it's not cuz i cant handle it, cuz any body can do anything if u just put ur mind to it. but now it's not a matter of what my mind can do but what my heart wants to do. i feel like i ( Read more... )

Friday night, i decide at the last minute to join megan and nikki to pow wow. it was actually pretty cool and more fun than i expected. i didnt have a puppy sitter for bubbles until nikki agreed to take her for the night ( Read more... )

1. Who are you ( Read more... )

this week's been such a breeze now that i dont have math any more. thank god i got out of that shit. it was driving me insane. but check this crap out: i cant register for spring until i speak to my advisor and i cant speak with my advisor until i take this hour long advisory class. re-tar-ted! and gay as hell. but hey, gotta do whatcha gotta do, ( Read more... )

i see you in my dreams ( Read more... )