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[nukks]

update:

school, rotc, soccer. school. i'm writing my analysis paper on the many layers of american beauty. i get to be the intellectual film student and make up words like emancipatory. i'm in my planning stage for my final video shoot. i already have people asking me for roles. no script on my end though. i'm up for ideas. and today in

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[lsub90]

okay i know that rape defense is nothing compared to the navy/marine corps self defense, but still i understand how awesome it feels to channel everything into one emotion for a little while and to just be able to let loose on someone, its so empowering and such a great way to relieve stress

[nukks]

ohh liz! you know what i mean then. it's therapy.

[rainbaby]

maybe you thought it was all so fake.
but i genuinely meant the things that i said to you.
but maybe you thought it was all so fake.

we grow & learn i 'spose.

[nukks]

i honestly need to clarify. my reference was to my position on athletic teams. i'd spend a majority of my time after school with these girls. those are the girls i was supposed to hang out with by default. however i never really felt a part of the sports group in general. i fooled myself into thinking i actually was. the "all so fake" was refering to the subject of the paragraph. soccer.

i guess now i get to experience the other side of what i've wanted to have. a team that cares. that was what i was trying to get across.

my statements had nothing to do with with you hails or linds. i know you're undoubtedly my true friends. so you know, i believe i will never have a reason to question that ever. i don't know how to emphasize that with any more intensity. i respectfully apologize for the misunderstanding. i love you both very much and miss you immensely.

postal service in the mornin....

[lollee]

glad you're having fun ang :)

... i guess i'd like to think that things were different for us

Re: postal service in the mornin....

[nukks]

linds. please see above. it's for you too.

i'll be at cornell nov. 20th if you'd wanna walk over and see me.

[shaheenenator]

I'm glad you've found the sweetness

[nukks]

indeed. it exists.

yes

[frozeninshadows]

I'm glad to read things are going well. Sometimes okay is an okay thing, but I guess you've found stuff better than okay... anyway, take care.

Re: yes

[nukks]

i messed that point up big time. but currently i'm trying to stay focused. my mind wanders in and out through subjects. i hope you're taking care of yourself too and all is well.