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Alright im just going to pour my guts out. There are a lot of things that are pissing me off at the moment. I feel like my aunt is purposly trying to ruin my life. I just dont really know what to do, other than to keep fighting on and on. And i will untill this whole situation is resolved.
For those of you who do not know whats been going on...
It all happened so fast, and unknown. but the other day (thursday, aug 4th) my aunt came to pick up my brother for his haircut... And Taras mom happened to come early to get Tara because she (her mom) wasnt feeling good. And so my aunt told taras mom that she has "witnessed us having sex and that her daughter needs to go on the birth control immediatly" And with that i responded by sending my aunt an e-mail (sure it was not really planned out but she just fucked tara over and i care more about tara than anything)
heres my e-mail -
yeah thanks for ruining my life, now i cant ever see her again because you told her that you have "witnessed tara and i having sex" and dont bullshit that you didnt say that because richie was with you and he told he a totally different story than what you told heidi.
im fucking pissed off because i love tara and you go and ruin it.
you cannot possibly understand how pissed off i am. And i dont like how you were being all sarcastic yesterday by saying "i hope arthur doesnt hit me with a baseball bat." Thats also fucked up.
then she responded a day later by saying - And so are you!
Listen, I told Tara's mom that she needed to take her to the Dr. to get her on birth control because it is obvious that you two are having sex. Everyone in your family has come to me and mentioned that you two had been in bed with the door closed, even with your Mom in the house. Now, you're not allowed to haveTara in your room so the two of you are sleeping in the living room. I opened a door for Tara and her mom to discuss protection and you're too self centered to appreciate that fact.
When I met Tara's mom I told her that I'm not going to judge your sex activities but someone needed to do something about protection. Don't blame me for anything. Tara's mom said that she understood and that Tata admitted to having sex with you once . She's going to take her for birth control. Her mom seems nice and easy to talk to.
Her mother said that she was under the impression that you and Tara were being supervised by your parents in you home. She has wanted to meet your parents and has been waiting for the opportunity. Why don't you arrange that with Tara. They have a right to meet your parents.
Kiddo, you don't understand the danger of having sex without using strong birth control method, and I don't mean using rubbers. Having a baby is too easy without protection. I told her mom that I didn't care if you and Tara wanted to continue having sex as long as she is protected.
Things are never your fault Arthur, are they?
The more responsible you are the more everyone will stay off your back. Maybe you should start listening to what other people have to say. You haven't done anything this year that is responsible. You're a spoiled brat. All you want is to have people buy you things and take you places and then you turn around and fuck them on your live journal
FUCK YOU! SHOW THIS TO EVERYONE OF YOUR LOSER FRIENDS. TOO!
i'M OFF YOUR BACK AND i'M GOING TOWATCH YOU FAIL AT SCHOOL AND EVERYTHING ELSE.,
AP
and i did not change any of it... this is all word for word.
And so now i am showing all my so called "loser" friends this e-mail, and about the whole fucking over people who buy me stuff and take me places, thats a lie. i dont know when i have done that.
But back to the situation thing. My aunt doesnt need to involve herself in everything that goes on in my life, i do like to have privacy about what things i do with my girlfriend. because it is none of her business to go telling people. And with her telling taras mom that i wont be seeing tara for awhile... and i cant deal with that... there are so many times i just want to put holes in walls, or other things i wont go into detail since this is a public entry and i dont mention things unless its got a friends only thing on this, but i know my aunt will end up reading this because she likes to get every little speck of dirt she can so she can try to use it against me by telling my parents or telling other people because i am such a "bad" person. TOO BAD SHE DOESNT ACTUALLY KNOW ME! too bad she fucking judges my lifestyle. I really dont mind people commenting because i know she will be reading the comments too. i know this is probably a really jumpy entry just kinda rambling and shit... but ive got a lot of things just wanting to come out of me because... well, ive never been so pissed off. And she fucking had the nerve to talk to taras mom on the phone saying everything she has read in her xanga... arg. well i dunno what to say other than i did e-mail taras dad telling him about my aunt and about the whole sex thing... but i might save that for a different entry.