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Grah, too much shit has been going on in this past week. I might get into details... i might not... first of all, my dad finally left. That was a suprise, since i thought it would never happen. I am already moved into my other house... but im not fully unpacked... apparently my mom is in debt again. But it could be my dad bullshitting the entire family because hes a liar and a abusive parent/husband who deserves to go fucking die because the world doesnt need people like him.
I really hope my mom is able to pay for the bills and the rent at the house we're at. Because i dont know what i would do without being able to talk to tara... I'd probably go insane.
Back to the "reason" why my dad left... he said my mom had bought four bottles(24oz.)of smirnoff for me, kayla, heidi, and 2 of my mysterious friends whom had ran out the back door... well first of all how is four bottle going to get everybody drunk? and we know my mom didnt buy it. A different friend of mine bought it, for one of my friends. And the only mysterious person was james, there was not two other people who ran out the back... plus how would he know if anybody ran out the back? But that is one of the dumbest reasons to leave a person. I've learned a very valuble lesson in life, and that is not NEVER be like my "father." Why would anybody want to be a racist asshole who deep down on the inside is sad and heartbroken because he knows he's an abusive cunt. I know that hate is a strong word, but i truly hate my dad. I hate everything about him. My aunts and uncles will probably read this since im not putting a friends lock on it... but i could care less, i would love to see my dad try and change things around.. because he is abusive, he's racist, a homophobe, and just an asshole.
Apparently he's choked my mom, and she gave him the boot but then took him back... hes abused me, heidi, and richie on MANY occasions... the last time he picked the wrong time because i am old enough and strong enough to fight back and not give a damn.
He's always complaining about how black people are stupid and dont get anywhere in life...
He constantly points out gay people and says things like "he probably has aids" or some stupid remark he tried to make whitty.
Hes an asshole because he ignors my girlfriends parents, he gives her dad weird looks... He doesnt earn my respect and he demands that i give him respect even though hes an asshole and you dont just magicly get respect from people. He also thinks james and just about anybody whose gotten into trouble with the police are "bad people." In fact a lot of people usually get stopped by the police or searched randomly. Does that make them bad people? But also my dad, he's gotten into trouble with the police, but thinks he's special and that doesnt make him a bad person because he's "PERFECT." He judges all of my friends, and just about anybody out there.
But when he dies... i'll be happy... i'll go to his funeral, and instead of putting a flower on his coffin there will be my spit.
I hope you become a very unhappy man...
Also... seans dad gave me money to kind of help us out, but he told me with that money i will have been burdened, if anybody needs help i will have to help them if they come to me. seans dad is cool. best father figure ive ever seen.