Private to Albedoflash___bastardOctober 30 2005, 14:30:15 UTC
Okay, I'll bite. What's up with you?
I'm no fly, though... so take care.
And, just so you know... I constantly feel a bit awkward around the angel now, thank you very much. Though I've learned that certain songs played loudly enough will make him leave the room, so that's a relief...
Private to Crowleynumber_667October 30 2005, 19:15:30 UTC
Ah.. ha ha haa.. what's up with me? Oh nothing, nothing at all. You'd think after I;ve been alone for.. all my life, except those careless days when Rubedo didn't hate me, you'd think I'd be used to it. But alas, no luck.
It just grates on my nerves, especialy since I can't sleep because HE keeps dominating my. every. thought. And she does to..
that horrible seductive BITCH.
*breathe* Even in death she still manages to rip him away from me, because of that robot-ish clone of hers, my sweet peche..
HAAAA.. HAHAHAHAA. HAH!
Aaaah.. hhaa. hmm.. mm.
*sigh* :/
And just so YOU know, it's not my fault. And you should say something eventualy.
Re: Private to Albedoflash___bastardOctober 30 2005, 23:28:18 UTC
...I don't know what to say to that first part. Any advice I could give, if I could think of any, would probably bite. Hope you feel better, though.
I know it's not your fault... well, partly it is for bringing it up, but mostly it's my fault, and believe me, I'm trying to ignore fix it. And I'm not saying anything. For one thing, I'm thankful for having someone constant in my life, right? And if he decides to avoid me over this, I really don't think that would qualify as "constant."
Plus, I really don't have many close friends. And none I've known even one-one hundredth as long as I've known him.
Plus, you know, the whole... risk of falling thing. So on the whole, saying something is not the best idea, now is it?
Re: Private to Crowleynumber_667October 30 2005, 23:50:54 UTC
The only thing that will cheer me up, I can't have.
You know, you'll never feel better or complete until you say something or it will drive you crazy and you'll keep wondering ' what if I said something. what if he liked me back ' blah blah.
So.
Either forget about it completely or do something.
Sometimes being ignored is worst than being truly alone.
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I'm no fly, though... so take care.
And, just so you know... I constantly feel a bit awkward around the angel now, thank you very much. Though I've learned that certain songs played loudly enough will make him leave the room, so that's a relief...
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It just grates on my nerves, especialy since I can't sleep because HE keeps dominating my. every. thought. And she does to..
that horrible seductive BITCH.
*breathe* Even in death she still manages to rip him away from me, because of that robot-ish clone of hers, my sweet peche..
HAAAA.. HAHAHAHAA. HAH!
Aaaah.. hhaa. hmm.. mm.
*sigh* :/
And just so YOU know, it's not my fault. And you should say something eventualy.
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I know it's not your fault... well, partly it is for bringing it up, but mostly it's my fault, and believe me, I'm trying to ignore fix it. And I'm not saying anything. For one thing, I'm thankful for having someone constant in my life, right? And if he decides to avoid me over this, I really don't think that would qualify as "constant."
Plus, I really don't have many close friends. And none I've known even one-one hundredth as long as I've known him.
Plus, you know, the whole... risk of falling thing. So on the whole, saying something is not the best idea, now is it?
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You know, you'll never feel better or complete until you say something or it will drive you crazy and you'll keep wondering ' what if I said something. what if he liked me back ' blah blah.
So.
Either forget about it completely or do something.
Sometimes being ignored is worst than being truly alone.
:DDD trust me~. ♥
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