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so ryan and I broke up yesterday and I am remotely upset. I realized a lot of things about myself that made me worry. Ryan and I werent really very happy or at least I dont think. He made me laugh but he did not make me feel good about myself. Actually I suppose he made me feel alright but did not act caring or kind. My dilemna here is that I

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whatever happened in the past, whoever you were in the past, whatever mistakes you made then, they can be learnt from and you can grow as I can tell you've already started to. By taking this step, by breaking up with him and not waiting a year and a half like some people I know ::rolls eyes at own stupidity:: you've taken a huge step towards the right direction. I saw it when you talked about him that you weren't happy but you had to figure out for yourself why that was and no one could have told you that. But be proud that you did figure it out and that you not only figured it out but did something about it, you acted on yoru instincts, you got out of an unhealthy relationship before it had the chance to drag you down and make you miserable. You'[ll find the right person for you,b ut first you need to find yourself and that's the hardest discovery to make but you're on the right track and if you need someone to hold you up when you're stumbling down that path of discovery you need look no further than right here because I'm always