oh man... i hate temptation... this is where it gets hard being Christian cuz u know we have human feelingz but we have to resist and sometimes it sux... but u can't give the excuse that ur human because God doesn't ever give u temptation that he knowz u can't handle... well... thatz all i have to say about that.... :::sigh:::

some people are so........ frustrating....

u know ur a dork when u spend ur WHOLE morning singing and playing with musical gadgets... and itz helping me procrastinate on my hw alot... but really i should get started even tho itz not due till wednesday but b4 i know it'll be time for me to go to work and then i'll have to do it tomorrow and i'll regret it... so i should get to it now... grrr ( Read more... )

well i really wanted to write more than what i wrote in the last entry but i was kinda tired and couldn't really think.. so dinner was kool... i didn't really know anyone because they were all richardz friendz but i didn't feel akward because there were 2 other RICAN gurlz there too and my fettucine alfredo was very good (got that cuz it had no red ( Read more... )

prom was so fun... it was a different kind of fun from last year.. last year was fun cuz i spent the whole nite with a guy i really liked... this year... we were wylin out! I danced with a whole bunch of people! i only danced to 1 slow song tho... i had a date but he was a friend so that was kool... afterwardz we went to the hotel room and i got ( Read more... )

eh.. tonite i have to talk to my stepdad about prom... wish me luck.. i think it'll be alryte.. i just hope he believes me... cuz i will be telling the truth... without any stretching... ::sigh:: oh man... last nite i was thinking about what to say... i just hope everything goes ok.. i'm like one of the only people thatz gonna be sober... eh.. i'm ( Read more... )

ok.. ya'll prolly think i'm uptyte about this subject... but really i just don't agree with actually PLANNING on getting drunk.. like "oh man i'm gonna get so drunk" just to me.. thatz like... um.. ok.. u won't remember anything tho... but thatz just me... i'd just like to remember what i did... i mean drinking is not bad as long as ur being ( Read more... )

oh my gosh.. i don't do anything.. i thought good girlz were supposed to get some kind of reward... i can only think of one right now... the eternal one... itz the only thing thatz keeping me sane... but as for anything on this earth.. i'm not getting rewarded in any kind of way and i'm hanging on a thread... u kept me hanging on a string.. boy u ( Read more... )

once again... a random subject... Musi ques i sews on bews i pues on twos on que zat.. pue zoo.. My Gizzirl.. pous zigga ay zee.. if u don't know what that is... juss ask me.. or don't i don't care.. i'm about to go to work... i was supposed to go in at 5 but they called me in earlier... which is nice to go in at 5 cuz i have time to relax but i ( Read more... )

sup... i'm on break right now... i'm kinda mad that i'm on break cuz i get off at 4 and when i get back i'll have 2 and a half hourz of work left.. geez they couldn't wait like one more hour and then let me go... if someone sayz "u can take a break if u want" u would think that u have an option... hmmm "IF YOU WANT" thatz a big give away... so i ( Read more... )