So I broke up with my boyfriend.

[numptysmeg]

7 months wasted, well not wasted - I guess it was a learning experience.

Never trust a liar.I lost friends because of him, I spent nights crying because of him and everytime he apologised 'I'm sorry, it's not me, it's my bipolar

Comments

[akinoyui]

my dear. i'm so sorry that it happened to you. i'm so far away from you so i can't give you a hug. all i can say is , stay strong. i know it's not easy but just forget about this jerk. you are a lovely girl. you deserve better. learn from your mistakes. don't call yourself an idiot. i really, really hope you can patch things with your friends. I really do. stay strong dear.

[numptysmeg]

Thank you for your comments ^^ Luckily my friends are truely that and have supported me and looked after me ~ I feel so happy to be back with them. It's like being able to breath again. I still feel dumb but it was a good lesson and I'll be sure not to take that sort of crap from anyone again. Thank you ~~~<3 *hugs you*

[lettherebeminho]

you are NOT an idiot.

don't ever call yourself one just because you're looking out for yourself. you got out of a potentially harmful situation that had a very REAL possibility of getting far worse. getting OUT of that is not what an idiot does. and idiot would have stayed.

you are NOT an idiot.

[numptysmeg]

Thank you BB~

I still feel dumb but I feel lucky too... I coulda gotten trapped in that - he wanted to get married and start a family and just ... So glad to be out of that. I missed my girls so much and I missed being free - I can go out when I want, talk to who I want, do what I want and listen to what I want and I don't have someone complaining and niggling at me all the time.

I feel so much better ^^ ~~~<3

[miharuchan_alex]

I'm sorry to hear this dear :( I know it hurts, but you did the right thing by ending this :)... and you're not an idiot, only holding on will make u idiot. So believe me, your such a lovely and a sweet girl. we're all here for you :) and we will be all ears if you needed to talk to someone :) I hope you will go through this fast.. This jerk doesn't deserve a beautiful girl like you :) take care..♥~

[numptysmeg]

Thank you so much for your words, I'm really lucky to have such kind people both on here and around me. I'm doing a lot better since the break up and I'm finally feeling like myself again. I can do better, I will do better but I'm gonna be me first.

Thank you for saying such nice things ~~~ <3

[6tokidoki9]

You are not an idiot! I don't even really know you (but I really enjoy your writing), but I feel pretty confident in saying that you are an intelligent, caring woman who tried to see the best in someone who was unworthy. That does not make you an idiot. That makes your ex a jackass who doesn't know how to appreciate a good woman.

[numptysmeg]

Thank you for being so kind ^^

I really appreciate your words. Thank you for enjoying my writing - I'm sorry I haven't written as much recently but inspiration has been kinda slow these days. Again, thank you so much for your support ^^

[badoy]

stop saying you're an idiot. we're not close or haven't talk personally but i know you're far from being one. yknow, pretending to be his ex to say something like that's just crazy... he's crazy!

[numptysmeg]

Thank you for your kind words~ I still feel stupid for trusting him but I really appreciate the people who have looked out for me and I'm really happy to be away from his crazy ^^

Thank you ~~~<3