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I'm horrible at trusting people. I don't know why it took me the odd twenty-six years to figure that out, but I am. You know how you think you're born one way but so many instances prove you wrong? I'm having that moment. I'd like to think that my heart is welcoming and holds no suspicions if there doesn't need to be any, but it's simply not that
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I'll just give this to you.
Trust is not about them. It's about you.
If you want to try and give it, do it.
But be aware, that as long as you dont mean it, really really mean it and be peaceful about it, you'll ge hurt if things do not go in your way,
All things in this world is 2ways, 2sides.
You want to cry, go, alone or to be heard by someone.
It's a given for the trust you'd have given.
Be strong, friend.
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From the first meeting with new people, I always carry an awareness that they will definitely disappoint me someday in the future.
So you know, I just don't. Give my heart, that is.
It's easier that way because I'm someone who is very easily hurt and when I'm sad and depressed, I will fall into an abyss of no return.
Laugh with them, take photo with them, share your stories with them, but never give 100% of your heart.
Do not expect anything. When they betray you in the end, you won't be hurt as much.
Do not put your happiness in their hands, they will drop it. They will drop it every time.
I know this sounds sad and pathetic, but it's just the way I live.
I can only give my heart to my future husband. Everyone else are just faces passing by.
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