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Hmm...I'm getting excited about this Chorus trip. ^^. It'll be nice to get away for a few days... Other than that, though, there's really nothing else to report. Mugenjou's been strangely quiet (except for that power outage last night... O.o.;). I wonder if it's the calm before the storm? ^_~.
I woke up this morning and went downstairs to see Kaoru ambling about in the kitchen looking for something to make for breakfast. "I still can't remember where you keep everything," she said as her cheeks reddened. And I, holding back a few short laughs, decided to help her.
I've always been happy...there's no reason for me not to be, really. But now....now, I feel like she carries my happiness with her. I'm still in awe of this feeling. I've never really felt this way before. When she smiles, I can't help but smile. When she cries, I want to...I become determined to make things right. Is this what love feels like? I never thought anyone would feel that way for me...
How long can this last? None of us have heard a peep out of Nakago or the other Seiryuu seishi - and I know they must be in this world somewhere - and Yui-chan...well, she seems alright now, at least, but if she still has those dark feelings inside of her...
Maybe I'm just worrying over nothing. But it seems like every time we finally find some semblance of happiness, something comes along and ruins it...and I don't know what I'd do if something happened to Kaoru.
I could probably go on and on, but I think I'll leave it there...oh, but Tasuki and I had a nice talk last night. Well, not so much "nice" as "needed", maybe... He said, "You know, eventually you're gonna have to tell her everything."
He's right. I will. I just hope she'll accept something like that...
I woke up this morning and went downstairs to see Kaoru ambling about in the kitchen looking for something to make for breakfast. "I still can't remember where you keep everything," she said as her cheeks reddened. And I, holding back a few short laughs, decided to help her.
I've always been happy...there's no reason for me not to be, really. But now....now, I feel like she carries my happiness with her. I'm still in awe of this feeling. I've never really felt this way before. When she smiles, I can't help but smile. When she cries, I want to...I become determined to make things right. Is this what love feels like? I never thought anyone would feel that way for me...
How long can this last? None of us have heard a peep out of Nakago or the other Seiryuu seishi - and I know they must be in this world somewhere - and Yui-chan...well, she seems alright now, at least, but if she still has those dark feelings inside of her...
Maybe I'm just worrying over nothing. But it seems like every time we finally find some semblance of happiness, something comes along and ruins it...and I don't know what I'd do if something happened to Kaoru.
I could probably go on and on, but I think I'll leave it there...oh, but Tasuki and I had a nice talk last night. Well, not so much "nice" as "needed", maybe... He said, "You know, eventually you're gonna have to tell her everything."
He's right. I will. I just hope she'll accept something like that...