yeah, so walking in on that was definatly disturbing. Now Tristan is going somewhere with Michelle when I had first asked her to hang with me, I even told her to invite Michelle, but Tristan being such a great best friend to me as she so claims would rather hang out with Michelle. Some best friend

Wow so apparently nothings changed. The drama still exsists.

Ok, so last night after work, lauren wants to talk about "whats going on with me". I talk to her about why Ive been so angry lately, it's because Tristan, the person I thought was my best friend who says they'll always be there for you, hasnt been anywhere for me since junior year. Moving in with her I knew would have it's problems, but I thought ( Read more... )

Ok, so maybe I'm overreacting, but shouldn't a real friend just tell you what they were saying instead of lying to you when you tell them you heard your name mentioned during one of their conversations? Honestly if I was pissed with someone and was talking behind their back about them and they heard me mention them and asked why I would tell them ( Read more... )

I need to talk to Noel and stop being afraid of what people are gonna think when I tell them how I feel.

I really dont know why I decided to write about Ryan, I guess it's cuz lately I've realized something and that is that I never really cared about him as much as I thought I did. I do think he can be nice and is fun to hang out with, Jet Sking with him was really fun, but honestly that seems to be the only thing I really miss about him. I dont want ( Read more... )

So, why is it that whenever someone I'm close with is in a rut I find it necessary to try to get them out? When they are upset I want to make them happy, when they're sick I want to take the pain away. So Noel got his car repossessed because he was behind a month and a half on payments because he's been sick so he's been working less and he needs ( Read more... )

Not much goin on here, Noel is moving at the end of the month and I hate it. I hope that I can still visit him I'll be pissed if I cant, I hope that at least he can still come see me. I hate that he's moving all the way to Longview, that's far but close enough so that I can stand the drive I guess. Eh.

I wanna go home today work sucks, well I guess it's better than most saturdays I was busy from open til 2:30 non stop and we close at four I didnt get to stop and breath once and I didnt get to take a lunch cuz my boss left so that stinks but its ok I'l grab sumthing on my way home. I hafta stop for gas though and pick up my dads fathers day gift. ( Read more... )

So I freaked out and thought Noel was mad at me and I thought that things were fucked up but I was wrong and we're okay! I'm so tired and my allergies are kicking my ass and I want to go home but my boss hasnt come into work yet so I dunno if I'll get to leave early, Tristan went home early the other day and I would really like to and yesterday I ( Read more... )