One of my best friends Brit wrote this back in March....it struck me then and does so now as well ( Read more... )

stupid walkie talkies....seriously, I always seem to get the demented non-working ones. I must be the queen or something ( Read more... )

I got my duvet in the mail today.....yay! I've been waiting for it for almost a week now, exactly the thing to cheer me up a bit.

Best of all, tonight the family and I went to see Bewitched.....amazing. Will Ferrell is genius.

Obviously my day off was a little dull....perhaps tomorrow will be more exciting.

So I decided today that my job ROCKS because ( Read more... )

I just want to be happy again. Happy like I was before everything that happened in high school. Content. Excited to be around other people. I feel like a completely different person, I don't feel like "me" anymore.

I just want to wake up one day and just be happy.....really, that's all I want.

Last year I just thought I was going through a "phase". I thought that my "anti-social" tendancies of wanting to be alone were merely caused by being at a school too far away from home that was void of all of my "real" friends. I'm just now realizing that maybe it wasn't just because of SPU. Maybe this is who I really am. Maybe I've really just ( Read more... )

I'm just really frustrated right now. Mostly I just want to disappear and never come back.

So I got a little antsy, and because it's saturday night and I'm going to be gone all day tomorrow so I couldn't go in and get it cut, I decided to do a little of it myself. They're kinda like bangs....kinda. **sigh** I hate it when I do stuff like this. I always hate my hair when I cut it (or anyone else cuts it). I should have just been ( Read more... )

Gosh....

why me?

I don't want to deal with this.

so maybe I just wont

So I'm home now. I'm DONE driving for a VERY long time too. After all that driving that I did earlier this last week, I had to drive to Eugene yesterday to sign a lease/make a payment. Not that seeing the house that I will be staying in next year, or meeting my housemates wasn't fun or anything.....but people on the freeway yesterday were really ( Read more... )