the people that i care most about care SHIT about me. sweeeeeeeeeeeet. lovin life, that what im doin. yay. i seriously want to move, and just start everything over, get a chance to do it right and make things good for myself. but i dont think thats going to happen anytime soon...my dad has lived on the same 80 acres his whole life. HOW THRILLING

holy shit man. im glad everyone finally got the chance to see it.i wanna move. fly me to the moon.

i had the BEST life, and i seriosuly just took it for granted. i would give n e thing to have that life back. it was a-maze-ing. i had the best boyfriend, the best friends, ahh i just had the best time!!!!!!! i want it back. damnit.

---someone fuckin leave me a comment!!!!!!! i love comments :) muhwaha---

man people confuse me. and i think it makes me confuse myself? i really dont know what im talking about. today i feel alseep in 4th hour and i woke up to mr. simpson staring right at my face. it was pretty funny, NOT. i dno what was wrong with me i was just soo tired! still am! i need a nap ;) wink wink to those who kno what im talkin about. ( Read more... )

i cannot be happy, its like...impossible. lol. and i cant really talk to n e one about it becuase they cant make me feel better. so i really dont know why i talk to them about it anyways haha. im jumping into things im not ready for. not good. :-/ shit. lol. dahhhh i dont know what to do! someone fuckin leave a comment. i wanna read some shit.

this weekend is off to an amazing start. cheerleading competition= so much fun! got most of it on tape..and someone's ass crack? it was nice. jimmy's was amazing. especially the part where i was reaching for the markers? i don tknow. i need to stop talking in my sleep haha. its freezing! it was so nice yesterday...why is it so windy now?! :(. i ( Read more... )

dane called today! while we were all at chads, it was so good to hear from him! (my cousin that moved to phoenix..the reason that i kno chad jake and ed). We passed the phoen around to everyone like 3 times, so fun. The past few days have been amazing. A MAZE ING. i dno just things have really been swingin my way lately, its pretty sweet. This ( Read more... )

so. my life. is sweet. now. lol. i dno everything has just been going uphill lately. i love the inferno. but i miss jeremy!!!!!!!!!!! :( he was so cute! and stupid 'miz' or w.e, fuck him. Things have been going uphill for me towards everyone. my girly friends, my guy friends, omg everyone! except for my grades have gone down. im rambling. so my ( Read more... )

all of u out there...try and ruin my mood, i dare u, because i am so happy! haha becuase kristin is sweet. so went to discount video to buy some moooovies. i bought cant hardly wait, unbreakable, and like mike. sweet movies i kno. the stealer in cant hardly wait is amazing, right chad? yes, right. so is the big blue car...that looks like the car ( Read more... )

so today i carpooled ches's family. this morning i picked up ches and ashland. this evening i picked up ashland from tennis and ches's mom from the gym, a great experience i might add. volley ball today was HILARIOUS. sara, was by far the funniest one there. and mike with his 'may the force be with you' returns. i loved it. damnit i forgot to stop ( Read more... )