I can't stop crying...

I wish the pain would end.

So yea... Today has definitely been one of the worst days ever.

I woke up to my mom saying that she came bearing bad news.
That news...

My uncle Mikey, got into a car accident lastnight, and it didn't kill him, but he pulled out his gun and killed himself.

We don't know why either... I don't have too many details so my mind is going a mile a minute... ( Read more... )

Ok... so this is just getting too far out of hand ( Read more... )

Ok... so, Sean's family is up to it again ( Read more... )

I know that you all think that I'm the farthest thing from being alone... but I'm not.

Yes, I have Sean, but he can only be there so much.

I need GIRL friends to hang out with and understand me.

I just feel so lame... like nobody likes me anymore.

I'm pathetic.

Alrighty ( Read more... )

So, I'm finally employed. I got a phone call this morning about an interview. I got ready and showed up early. The lady was really nice and really liked me, so she said that all I need to do is go and get a health card and I'm good to go. So now I am employed, I just need the card and some hours ( Read more... )

I shouldn't realyl be up right now. Sean and the rest of his family is sleeping because we have a birthday party that we have to go to tomorrow, but I'm wide awake and just can't seem to find it in me to lay down ( Read more... )

Ok, so I've been away from this thing for a while.
I get on and check to see if anyone has written everyday, but I just haven't really had a desire to post anything.

I've been thinking about my future a lot lately, and it's really driving me crazy.
All I really want right now is to have my own apartment with Sean, be engaged... and to be working.
I ( Read more... )

So... I haven't updated for a while... but I guess that happens when you barely have time for sleep ( Read more... )