It is the last night in Clarion for the 2005-2006 school year. I am sitting at Doug's computer in room 521 Wilkinson Hall. I am with Rachel, Nicole, Kait, and Doug. We plan to head to Wilson Ave. soon enough. But for the time being, we are drinking cheep vodka, Clarion River Red wine, and I am eating strawberry jello 151 and mixed berry 7-Up. ( Read more... )

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Today is a nice day. I have been working all day, but it was pretty and warm enough not to wear a coat. Annnnnd I have almost all of my work done for tomorrow and then all I have to do tomorrow is write 43637399575635845383 essays! lol! I love my life today. Just so we all know :)

Last night, I thought the world was going to fall in on me. I was frightened, hurt, and torn. I was on the brink of making a decision that would change my life forever. (Dream on girl i thought, you have no idea what you're doing.) Walking into that room, my heart screaming at me to be strong, to be kind and patient. (Hold onto it Megan, steady.) ( Read more... )

-- I was there with some friends. It was Spring and we were living up life at a party in a little college town. I only remember being in three rooms; the kitchen, the living room, and the bathroom. Oh wow, crazy things were happening. I followed one of my girl friends as she stumbled into the bathroom to sing into the handle of a sweeper. I ( Read more... )

I do believe that I am absolutely miserable. I am grateful for my friends and my family. They are always a source of warmth in my life, but other than them I don't have a whole lot going for me right now. I hate winter. I am sick. I am depressed. I am heartbroken. I am lonely (but I'm not about to walk out the door looking for someone to be with ( Read more... )

i know that sometimes things happen in life and although you don't want them to, it seems as though it happened for the best. that now you can both do what you need to do without fretting about the other. then i.. i freak out thinking no way, no way did that happen... i think, wow, wait.. whoa. i don't know what to do with myself.. how do i... who ( Read more... )

i just had one of the most terrible showers ever. i got in the shower.. wash, and decide that i should shave my legs but i forgot to bring shaving creme so i use hair conditioner. i am shaving and i slip and make this huge ass cut along the back of my leg and there's conditioner running into the cut and (there's more) i managed to rinse my leg off ( Read more... )

So much has happened since the last time I updated, but i suppose that everyone ways that and begins to blurt out what exactly everyone is missing. I won't. You see, some really sad and upsetting things have happened recently but in the end i really had no choice in the matter. Some of the best people in the whole world helped me get past the ( Read more... )

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