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i dont really have much to say except i have been trying to figure things out for a long time. And i dont feel like i am getting anywhere. Hm honestly i dont know what to say. Its like i know that i want to better myself, i want to make it so i can live life everyday and be happy in it. But i just dont have the strength. I dont know where to begin

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Thats the thing i have no one to talk about it with. I dont know miss webers number and my mom only wants me to stay in Mackinaw because ya know she misses me and wants me home. And My dad well you know my dad and he wants pretty much the same thing my mom wants. And Ryan has been working so its not like he can talk to me about it cause when he isnt working hes really tired and i dont want to bother him .Cause he doesnt know what to do. And Honestly i talked to a doctor about it and she pretty much just told me stuff i already knew. Like "either way you have struggles" you just have to remeber that know matter where you go is going to be perfect. And you have to make the descion"
But what i want to know is what place is going to be healthiest, and no one can seem to help me with that.