a better tomorrow?

Dec 10, 2004 17:42

sometimes i feel like everyone is in a place where i was two years ago. it was a nice place...but now it's over and reality has started to kick in....and it sucks. then i don't know....it changes..... ever felt like everyone around you is enjoying their lives while you're robotically making it through each and every day of their own? i don't know ( Read more... )

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jolie_lumiere December 10 2004, 23:21:35 UTC
it used to be that everywhere i was, i found myself looking out a window, wishing i was somewhere else ( ... )

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Applause! mermaidcatch December 11 2004, 17:25:28 UTC
Well done! Here's to you, Miss Jaclyn!

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Re: Applause! jolie_lumiere December 11 2004, 17:41:23 UTC
*ching ching*

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nuxvoxnux December 11 2004, 18:13:55 UTC
well put.

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absolut_babe December 11 2004, 02:19:10 UTC
Wow this post is exactly how I feel too. I totally thought that after exams were over I'd be this happy-go-lucky person with not a care in the world. And now, not only do I not know what to do with myself, I also feel like something is missing in my life.

In other news: When do you wanna have our day together?? Let me know buddy.

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mermaidcatch December 11 2004, 17:23:05 UTC
WTF? What is wrong with all of my friends? Y'all better get happy!! No more sulking! Take long naps, hot showers! Completely shit the day away! Do it! Please! What am I going to do with you little work-a-holics?

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nuxvoxnux December 11 2004, 18:14:06 UTC
i'll try!

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mermaidcatch December 11 2004, 17:21:28 UTC
Oh for cryiin out loud! Since when do you have to be busy to be satisfied? Just relax, and enjoy yourself, Tare. Bask in the lazy days. Don't think about school. Call, Lare, Jaclyn, Steve...anybody! Go see a movie, get some food...or if your feeling poor, just have some one over for a while. Really, don't worry about it. Things get exciting when you're not expecting them to. So just be free and enjoy these fews sweet moments of serenity. They're all too fleeting. Soon you'll be out of school and in the damned real world. Take it easy. If you start getting to organized and uptight about school...I'm going to kick your ass! :)

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! jolie_lumiere December 11 2004, 17:46:13 UTC
YES! i even took her to see Oceans 12 yesterday! and i got us really crappy food like popcorn, nachos, and kit-kat bites! (which ended up making us sick).

you'd think the little one would be stoked about being out of school, right?!

well, we hung out last night and watched harry potter and the sorcerer's stone and ate chicken and pasta and made cookies and i think our ms. taryn is feeling better.

we all get sad at some point. a lot of people do around this time of year for one reason or another. i think it all has to do with expectations. they are high during the holidays. and its easy to be let down.

all i can say is, thank god for good friends who are always there to pick you back up. (i've been in that place before- and i know the importance of having a friend to understand and snap your ass out of it).

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Re: ! mermaidcatch December 11 2004, 18:05:01 UTC
I thought it was funny that we both had the same thing to say to her...but in diff. words. You left an intelligent, articulate response...I used swear words and threats. Oh well. Same idea, I guess. hahaha. Also, thanks for taking her mind off of it with Harry Potter and bad popcorn. Good plan.

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Re: ! nuxvoxnux December 11 2004, 18:15:04 UTC
hahahahah

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mushy mushity mush nuxvoxnux December 11 2004, 18:12:59 UTC
i love you guys!!!!!!!!!!!

and whether it's "an intelligent, articulat response", "swear words and threats", or posting to let me know that [for lack of a better, not ebonic way of putting this] 'you're feelin' me'........i really appreciate everyone's concern and kindness.

and you guys are right........i mean i can't compare today to yesterday.......because each day has it's own special greatness in some way or another [ups/downs/craziness/lazy bliss] that sounds like a greeting card.

i think everything's alright and stuff......i'll try to let the 'work a-holic' thing be a 'mood' when i'm [for lack of a better, non britney way of putting this'] 'in the zone' of school/the school year.....because you're right......that attitude CANNOT be permanent........and it has to be ok to 'shit the day away' sometimes.

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Re: mushy mushity mush jolie_lumiere December 11 2004, 19:30:23 UTC
good-fer-fuckin'-you!

now next time you have one of your little My So Called Life episodes, i'm going to strap you to the chair and make you read this post over and over and over and over.......

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