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Last night as I was holding my child I looked deep into his eyes and I felt like I had made contact with his inner, old soul. In those few<"> seconds I felt like so much had changed. I felt him communicate to me so many wordless things and I saw within him years of knowledge beyond his three years. I know that he's frustrated with the situation. It ( Read more... ) -
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I've spent a lot of time being sad in the past years, and catering to my husband. I know now it's because I give too much of myself to whomever I am in a relationship with.. So much that I lose ME in the process. I am never the doormat girl, and I don't know how I become her when I "fall in love."
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I am having some crazy times...and I am never going to apologize for them. -
Realization
I have too many children to enjoy late night partying, and too little children to enjoy a packed family life. Sigh. Such is my life. -
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I'd like to end this charade. I'm beginning to feel not so brilliant. I really want/need to finish school, and I am apprehensive about the whole ordeal because I'm going to have to write something and come up with smart-sounding paragraphs about things. I'd like to not work ever again. I'd like to do things that interest me and not have to ( Read more... ) -
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- 15:52 2nd interview: To go, or not to go? They've already called all my references...
- 19:03 What's a dream job for the inherently lazy?
- 22:51 Aww... Sanjaya! I actually like him when he's not singing!
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- 16:21 Shhhh.... there is a hyena outside my window.
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Final Answer
I've finally decided that I'm not going to job hunt any more. I actually went on an interview, and they called me the next day asking for my references (last Friday). I haven't heard from them, but I'm assuming that I asked for too much money and they're going to pass. That's fine with me ( Read more... ) -
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- 14:02 Must find the motivation to go on.
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- 00:03 Heineken........... 'Nuff said.