why do i always have to want what i cant have. its ridiclous and im getting sick of it. it may be part of my self destrictive nature, or even an advanced form of psyco-maschosim, but what ever it is, im fucking sick and tired of it. i just want to be happy again...

::that:is:too:much:to:ask::

"i really want to call you back right now ( Read more... )

i saw an apparition of beauty tonight. =]
she wore flowers in her hair...... all ive ever wanted was a girl that wore flowers in her hair......
dispite of that, we could of passed as strangers on the street, and it wouldnt of made a difference. its all the same now. but still...

::heartbreakingly:beautiful::

you ever say something that you think is blatently sarcastic, but then you relize that the people around you might not pick up on it. Then they would go on just assumeing that what you said was truth. yah, it sucks. because now im uncertain....

::i:hate:being:uncertain::

i had a really paranoid thought driving home tonight. it was the notion that the folks at something awful were trying to con the mass of its community. all by fakeing what could easily be found on the internet just because it was easier ( Read more... )

god dammit. why is good bye yellow brick road stuck in my fucking head

::idontlikesir:elton::deal:with:it::

then she said "it was nice talking to you again, we should do it again some time" like we were fucking strangers. ive said it a few times, once or twice, mostly out of spite. but i think this time, it was sincear, she ment it. and it felt like we were actually strangers that just happened to bump into one and other someday waiting in line for ( Read more... )

someone told me tonight that i had lost my "sunny disposition"

i was forced to respond that perhaps its not that it is lost tonight. But that it feels more like it finally reached the last phases of its terminal fight with some awful godforsaken disease. Tonight, it just happened to die in my arms.

::piss:off::im:not:in:the:mood::

yah. ive heard of this before, but um. wow. this is a pretty fucking cool art style. check it out
http://www.artbomb.net/comics/breslin.jsp

Ralph Nader has lost his Godamn Mind...

::hows:that:for:an:update::