today i did soem things that reminded me of my days of old. i cant say i enjoyed it but... it was oddly refreshing.

...we have a weird relationship. it doesnt make sence. no one will ever understand it and i dont care. and we'll probably fight and fight untill we cant take it anymore but still, i know, that if i called him crying, he'd come over and take care of me.which is why im sure what i did was right. i love him with all i got. hes the best freind ive ever ( Read more... )

"...and no matter what. no matter how many times you'll fight with him, you know you'll just keep forgiving him.if he wasnt gay i'd think yall were in love."

well i been up since 5 ay em so that explains the liek % entries today. sorry. this is the last one ( Read more... )

yes, i would like it if someone bought or burned me the 'moulin rouge' soundtrack. also, the evanecsance (sp?) c.d. fallen, i beleive, is the title. thanks

worthy-ani d.

give me your vertical
your horizontal line
i want to take each of them
bend them to fit mine
the world is too good for me
i am such a naughty girl
but when we're together
we're too good for this world

you think you're not worthy
i'd have to say i agree
i'm not worthy of you
you're not worthy of me
i'm not worthy of you
you aren't worthy of me...

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im moving soon. if mom gets the house. probably within the next few weeks.

blake,

THANK YOU. THATS IS ALL I WANTED WAS FOR YOU TO TELL ME THE T-R-U-T-H. im so glad you've now told me how you feel. cause when you do. i know what i'm doing wrong. dont worry about hurting me. i hurt anyway. fucking tell me what the fuck is going on inside your head. i fucking love you.the way you think, who you are. i love YOU blake joseph ( Read more... )

many a time ive let this happen i get a best friend and i love them with all i got and i give them my all and work myself to do absolutely anythign for them and then they-somehow-just drop me. well this time. im not gunna do it. i gotta toughen up. im not gunna let my guard down. its like. i give blake all ive got and hes ALL i got . i honestly ( Read more... )

last night i went to wal mart with allie n mom and allie made me walk throught the valentine stuff aisle and i was liek omg. instant depressed mode. i hate being alone on valentines day. and im supposed to cook allie and zack a lobster dinner on valentines day cause i have nothing to do. all my friend have significant others and i hate bein the 3rd ( Read more... )