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[nvroutuvurhead]

She's dead.
she's fucking dead.

I don't believe it.
I keep saying..but it's not true.
Even after seeing the body.

God I fucking love her so fucking much.

How could she leave me?

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[sincesulfur]

honey, i'm so sorry. i tried to call you. i know you probably aren't in the mood to hear "i'm sorry" from people or in the mood to talk in general. i just want you to know that i love you &i'll be here for you if you need me. i'll keep calling you every day until we finally talk. i know there isn't anything i can do to make you feel better &there isn't anything i can say, but i'll be here regardless because nothing can replace the void. i wish i could hug you right now.

i remember one night when you spent the night at my house, we were talking about our parents &you told me you didn't know what you would do when your mom dies. you said you'd flip out. because she's your everything, basically.

i'm rambling. fuck.

i love you, mo monay.