still drunk from last night/this morning...damn.
all petty shit's aside, finially.
feelin the false sense of "good"
interesting how easy im willing to throw everything away..needa think more.

i want the last american adventure.
anxiety builds
so ready to leave this place. who needs money.
FUUUUUUUUUCKKKKK!@!!!!! im going fucking insane insane insane x3.

travel
music
experience. things i need. i need. i need. i need. i need.

so pack your bag,
grap your strap,
make the shank,
space bag in my sack,
hoppin dreams.

so, when i get my tax return, and fifty bux from my cousin im getting my first ink. ive pretty much decided to get it on my hand. that way my arms are clear for when i have enough money for sleaves. word.

im ... sick...i could be wrong...
fuuuuuuuuuck.

new beards are the most annoying thing to grow. so itchy.
i feel so dirty,
irritable,
pissssssssssed..
for absolutely nothing.

"something is wrong with you!"

i wish i knew if "she" plans on writing me back or not. the anticipation, it's killing me.

this may sound strange from me, or perhaps not. Horse the bands key player is absolutely phenomenal. plain and simple. Not to mention their dry, sarcasm..classic. the funny part was those retard kids who "danced" the whole set...what the fuck. needless to say, i had a night full of humor..so much in fact that i hurt my jaw from laughing, and ( Read more... )

sign on, sign off.
repeat 15,000X.
dial, hang up.
no answer - typical.
nothing suprises.
to cherish: "what's that?"
response: "that response does not suprise."

kill. them. god damn them.
how could they subject me to this torture.
pure hatred.
pure insanity.
pure anxiety.

then you wave?
sure...i'll reply with a nice middle finger.

no clue. why not try and open your fucking eyes and ears...hypocrite.

hatred.
convenience. fuck your convenience.
im not "convenient"
im nothing.
advantage.
i've none.
courtesy.
non-existant.
sacred. i think not.
nothing.

i still feel bound by self intoxication..granted there's not much else to do ( Read more... )

man, i love when i can trust my "friends."