I Dont Wanna Be Here...

[nvsexiime]

I cant stand this..im was so happy and  now im back in this ugly place i havent been in, in about 2 yrs.  It just happened..i was strong, i was standin up to guys, i was being the bigger person and if something happened i was the 1st one to say fuck it and get out of it. I feel so weak i dont know what happened..   Will has been gone, and i was ok

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[chadz_goodie]

omg. fabii i used to say the same thing for over a year when i didnt have any1 either.. once i lost chad the 1st time i thought hed never come back..we didnt talk for months! but i guess i was lucky cuz i thought he moved to SC to his moms..but the whoel time he was jus locked up and as soona s he came out he came to me..he didnt care who i was with while he was gone or who i was talking too.. what i did is i jus waited till my hunni came around..the ebst thing to do is too jus wait..u really have a choice anywayz.. aww everything will be aiight babygirl

[nvsexiime]

i love u maannnn <3

[chadz_goodie]

<3

[xx2bubblez2xx]

there was a reason you sed something to will in the first place, im sure u werent just 'in the mood' to break it off, you have to realize that u dont need a guy to be happy, and i know u just cant imagine that, ive been there- a few times, nothing but time will make it better, if you two werent going newhere, no matter how much love you feel for him- ITS NOT GOING NEWHERE, you need to always move foreward, even when you're nintey years old and been married for 53 years, you need to move foreward, life is never stationary and neither is love, ive found that out the hard way a few times. fabby, go out with the girls, FLIRT, have some fun, there are tons of guys out there- promise. call me if you need me or want to hang out, just you and me if u want- even tho we havent talked in ages, i care about u!!! 940-0465, call me whenever. :) start by smiling

[nvsexiime]

thank you so much for that michelle..i will deff call you sometime