Well, I didnt sleep at all last night... I went to bed around 12:30... but I woke up literally every half hour to 45 minutes... I kept playing shit over and over in my head. I kept watching the events that lead me to this point over and over in my head like movies. At some points I'd wake up shaking... at other points I would wake up in a cold ( Read more... )

I wish I knew where this road is going to take me... there are so many choices... so many possibilities... but I can't see whats ahead... and i know whats behind... I guess I'll have to wait and see...

Lets see... Sunday... was pretty boring... I woke up and sat around... I watched the Bears game... and watched the Bears suck terribly!!! HAHA oh well. I'm not really a Bears fan. Dan, Amy, and myself went to pizza hut for some food and after eating we came back here and hung out. Dan left so Amy and I watched a movie. I took her home and then I ( Read more... )

Well lets see... yesterday I went to work... I was there for 3 minutes and my boss told me to go home so I could go to practice for the variety show. Went to practice and Mikey and I sucked it up... most everyone said we did fine, but yeah... it didnt really sound that great. So we just have to practice more. So anyhow... Mikey and I hung out for a ( Read more... )

Well, lets see... Wednesday night sucked ... IV band was under the direction of Chad for the evening so it blew some major monkey testicle. After band I came home and sat around for awhile... talked to Marita and Amy online i think? or somethig like that. And then I went to bed ( Read more... )

Well, Today is the first day I havent really been pissed off in a few days... I'm actually kinda calm. I'm finally starting to see things as they are, as they were, as they should be, as they will be. I've beaten myself up and down over and over again because of someone that has never truly cared. It's amazing what you see after you can finally ( Read more... )

Well lets see this past weekend ( Read more... )

I can't even believe some people... seriously, I'm not even sure where to begin. Last night was slightly eye opening to say the least. I don't even have the words to describe how I'm feeling right now... pissed off and angry just don't convey exactly how ... unbelievably... yeah... It's not cool. I just can't believe that someone could sink that ( Read more... )

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So the last couple days have been pretty gay. Tuesday was pretty annoying, school was dumb, and just everythign was pretty gay accept for hanging out with Mikey. Yesterday school was boring, Variety show try outs went okay, and then no work, but IV band was boring ( Read more... )