Yay, an update!!!
So, I have gotten to where I can play the violin. . .somewhat without too many mistakes with Matthew. . .I am not near as scared as when I first started, and every mistake now, doesn't just destroy me to where I want to just chuck the darned thing across the room. But last night was bad. . .in my opinion. . .the lesson started off really well, I was getting lots of compliments, and it was showing that I totally practiced. . .yeah!! Then the phone rings and I overhear that the other Lost Boys are coming over for practice after my lesson again. . .ok, so I don't play well at all when there is anyone else there. . .it just totally screws up my concentration, and I can't play anything worth jack. Why am I like this?!? Who am I trying to impress?!? Them?? No, I get the same way in front of the girls, and the girls tell me I do great no matter how many times I mess up. I totally can't play with R in the house. . .he makes me nervous. But I am getting better about that because I am getting better about the violin, so practicing is coming a little easier. . . but playing in front of people, yeah, I don't think that is going to improve anytime soon, so needless to say, I sounded like a total screechy idiot in front of the guys. . .guy, I'm not sure who it was cause, I was too nervous to look, but I know when I left, JC and Andy were there, so it was one, or both of them. . .YAY (sarcasm).
On to more news, I got called into the office at work today by managment, and I thought I was totally busted, and in some kind of trouble for being on the internet or something stupid like that during work hours. . .I don't now, I just know I was called into the office and asked to close the door. Yeah, I was shaking. For nothing, yeah, I was picked to go to Atlantic City, to do a trade show for the company. . .OMG, I am so excited, and R is going to let me go, so I am so very very hyped up!!! Can't believe that I am going to get to travel, and get paid to do it. . .now if I can just get over dealing with all the people who will be at the show, it will be great. . .Can't wait!!! Ok, I am sure that I am boring you all, so I will stop writing for now. . .Take care all!!