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[nxixrxe]

things have been crazy lately. not crazy as they used to be though...i go to the doctors today. 15 days counting today until my surgery. whose counting anyways??i can't wait till all of this is just over, i can't wait go to back to dance slash all the other things i like to do. god, i cant wait to put my hair up in a flipping pony tail. if this

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[anonymous]

If it's about me then it's unfortunate that in your mind your making me someone im not. Of course i would read a letter written to me, especially if you took the time to write 4 pages worth. I wish we could be friends but you told me that you didnt want to talk to me anymore and i don't feel like starting any more trouble. Im not the kind of person that likes fighting. Even though things don't go the way you plan, it may be the way it was meant to be. We both deserve to be happy.

However, if this isnt about me, I guess im just paranoid.

hello again...

[nxixrxe]

dont worry, i think im paranoid too, and yes...it's about you. and i hoped we could be happy also cause we both do deserve it. However,everytime we talk we clash, we never used to be like that. i think that us not talking bothers me most of all. and the letter to you was (long story short) about how we're better this way, i just think, since we know each other well enough that we could make a friendship out of things...where it won't be awkward talking about other relationships. thats one thing i miss terribly, is telling you simple things like how my day went, but honestly you dont need a special relationship to do things like that. all i want is a friendship, and if we're making a mistake then i'm sure we'll realize it when we get older..until then this will do. sorry if this entry hurt you in anyway, it wasnt meant for that.

hopefully we'll talk soon.

pinky leee

[anonymous]

..im glad your happy again erin, haha it bothered me knowing you were unhappy, ahh im so pumped to have that energetic, smiling pinkster back again :-) and its good you got everything out of your heart, and your head. Things will get better as time goes on, i promise! and in 15 days ill be right by your side and the 34903490394300302 days to follow i mean comon your my best friend! i love you

-kel

from pinkster to kdawg...

[nxixrxe]

kellseeyyyy my love. my life. my everything. where would i be without you?? haha! muah! thanks for being there for me, i love you. i'm always here too.

"fuck a bowl of cookie dough"

<3love pinkster slash (ex)pinkster.

[beth_519]

Oh man. 15 days to find a blow up doll. This is going to be a hard one but I think I might be able to manage. I hope so atleast! :-)Love you deary.

bethhyy poo!

[nxixrxe]

beth dear...your slacking. haha! just kidding. love you!

[anonymous]

Pookums I love you man ;)

From Big Min

[nxixrxe]

poooookuummmss!!! :)

light her toesss yaaah dude. poke her and leave her. love you too haha