Ok guys, slightly good news. See, my younger brother called the other day. He's 21 and has this girlfriend, Jamie. They've been going out for, like, forever. Anyway, I was kinda down and watching the first season of Six Feet Under (I do that a lot! lol) and we got to talking about me. John (my brother) told me that his girlfriend has this ( Read more... )

Guys, I think I'm going crazy. I don't want to be an actor any more. I hate waiting tables. My life is miserable. Nobody talks to me. Everybody hates me. I think I'm going to go kill myself.

Hey guy_, my computer broke, that_ why I haven't updated. _ee, I got pi__ed, _o I _ma_hed it with my boot. Anyway, it wa_ broke for a while, and now the (letter after R) doe_n't work. I'll update in full when I get a new computer.

Rember that car commercial I told you about? Well forget about it. The audition sucked. See, I have this thing where I tense up when I meed new people. Like, it's not just your run-of-the mill jitters. I can't move a muscle in my entire body...I feel completely paralyzed. Anyway, I didn't know anyone at this audition so, natually, I fucked it ( Read more... )

So there have been no women in my life lately (hard to believe, huh?) and I've been feeling pretty down about it. Last night was an evening of pure indulgence (Ben and Jerry's Rocky Road...yum!), and today I decided to pull myself together and just get out for a bit. I ended up blowing like 15 bucks for a movie ticket to see The Matrix ( Read more... )

Sorry for not updating in a while guys! Basically what happened was that in June, remember how I said things were patched up with Susan? Well they weren't. The day after I updated, I walked in on her 69-ing my best friend Josh. Some friend...Anyway, I was devastated. I had invested so much emotion, money, and time in Susan, and then that bitch ( Read more... )

Hey everyone, sorry I haven't updated for a while, but things have been really, really busy. I had an audition for a commerical yesterday for Dell Computers. The concept was corny: "The Farmer and the Dell." A poor farmer strikes it rich after purchasing a Dell computer and getting involved in the stock market. No, I wasn't up for the farmer, I ( Read more... )

Sort of a dull day today. Hung around the apartment. Susan called, she was kind of angry. I told her that I really didn't want to get into things now. More on that later, gotta go get something to eat.

All right! After some minor trouble getting an account code, my journal is finally up and running. ::Sings "Congratulations to me":: Anyway, my name is Brian and I am a 25-year-old actor looking to make it big here in NYC. I'm from a small town in Pennsylvania, and as you might suspect, my parents weren't too fond of me becoming an actor...but ( Read more... )