sick, sad world...
what's with the young couples today, all rushing to screw each other? i'm gunna try not to swear here, i'm a good girl *hah* but it's gunna be hard...
one of my friends recently slept with her boyfriend. they've only known each other for a few months, 3 or 4, but they're very close, he's met her parents and he goes over her house and helps out a lot, his sister has met her, i don't know about his parents. don't think so...he's pretty much the first boyfriend my friend's parents have approved of. he's really nice, and cares for her and all that crap, its all very sweet, makes you wanna puke, so it's okay. and i lectured her bout protection and everything, and they had talked about it before..whatever. it's fine.
now another chick *nicole* might be going off to sleep with her boyf, peter. her parents don't even allow her to kiss guys, from what i've heard. she told me he was feeling her up or something in the sports shed -_^ and at school athletics carnival. i knew they were thinking about it before, heard from a friend, but today she sat next to me in science and said 'don't tell anyone, but' and told me aaaall about how hs gf screwed him for his 13th bday present. i dunno if i should believe anyone of them. at lunch, she suddenly tells me that he slept with his ex gf on the weekend. HE'S NOT EVEN FREAKING 15 YEARS OLD. seriously, is it so hard to DO IT BY YOURSELF or something?? i mean sure, it's their choice, maybe they're really ready and they love each other and they think that they'll spend the rest of their lives together, but at 15, the chances of you marrying and living happily ever after are pretty slim, i think. it does sort of annoy me that people think like this, but i'm a cynical bitch, and i put up with it and agree with them. and for the time being, it is perfect and everything, so i'm not going to ruin their relationship because i have no heart.
i'm just hoping my other friend doesn't sleep with her boyf. he said that he wasn't going to wait for her, and he'd break up with her if she didn't sleep with him, but i don't know, or care, when. if he's going to be like that, she's going to be glad to be rid of him.
then she'll probably go back to him.
it just annoys the SHIT OUTTA me. and the worst thing is i KNOW it's completely their choice and 'you only live once' and all that crap, so make the most of it. people, you're still fucking teenagers, make the most of childhood while you can, because soon you're going to be all growed up and workin in fancy offices or what not, paying bills, being worried bout that guy you murdered the other day, WHATEVER, and that's when you'll regret spending your FREAKING CHILDHOOD acting like your mommys and daddys. i mean, i know already i miss being 9, 6, 4, whatever, i miss being a lil kid who doesn't have much homework or thinking bout guys. it's not worth it. NOTHING is worth swapping your childhood for.
and fanservice is not the same thing as sex, mofos, neither are fanfics. it's funny to watch gackt humping masa like a chick.
i'm serious. his hands are like...all retarded like chicken feet, like them models...ahaha...bitch...
i wish i was a freaking lil kid. then i could annoy people and *hopefully* get away with it. ehehe... after all~ IT'S OKAY TO HAVE FUN!!! *points to avi* if hide can do it, so can we. well, maybe not 'we', but i can.
will up a song l8a. after i burn these stoopid albums for friend...