Eh, I Don't Know...

[nyc_poet]

I don't know if I like this poem...it's kind of weird...and not exactly true anymore...granted, Jase is a huge part of my life, he's my little muse :P, but I'm okay with him having a girlfriend now...he really loves her...Oh, and on a side note, Sam, my stepsister, is slowly winning me over after that fiasco a month and a week ago so I'm pretty

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[pan16]

I especially like the last half,

"I’ve been struggling to change into a damn butterfly for years now
And now that I am complete
You ignore me
Too enchanted by her pathetically perfect love
I would kill to thrust open the gate
Chase that horse out of my pasture
But I don’t think she would gallop away
Exactly like how I can’t just flit away
I hope one day you catch me
Just crush me already
Destroy my colors
Like water paint
Make me rain down and ruin myself
Yank apart my wings
Have her dance all over my hopeless heart
Just give me an excuse to hate her more than I already do
And maybe I’ll finally just fly away
And realize I am only a moth and she’s the bittersweet lamp… "

And I'm glad it's not exactly true anymore. Anyone who ignores you in such a way has got to be blind, and really doesn't seem worth it.
At least not in that department.

[nyc_poet]

thank you...it's not that Jase ignores me as much as he's too busy for his girl...but on his birthday just a few days ago, i'm the one who gets a hug and a kiss :D eh, one day, i'll find someone new or i'll just manage to catch him...but whatever happens, i'll smile through it all :D ♥ ~Sam~

[pan16]

Sounds like a good enough attitude. ;)

[ayoub]

Beautifully written Sam :)

[nyc_poet]

thank youuu :D ♥ ~Sam~