I dreamed of you last night. Again. Except, this time, I didn't realize I had imagined it until I called upon the memory and tried to think of exactly when it had happened. And then I remembered dreaming it.

I guess I should tell you my dream.

Sunshine blazed down happily over a baseball field, lighting the way for the little children to scream and ( Read more... )

Ahhhhh! i loveeeeeeee Wildfire ( Read more... )

Y'know, there are these three guys in my SAT class and they make me smile.

One is Tom. He's very nice and he actually approached me first. I don't see myself ever dating him but like, it's so rare for me to find a guy to do the work for me. In all my years, I'm the one who approaches the guy and starts things up. It's really amazing to have a guy ( Read more... )

Hey. I wrote this poem after I snapped into a million pieces Thursday. It's pretty raw and different than my usual style but I think I actually kindof like it...what do you think? Anything I should do to tighten it up ( Read more... )

Yesterday, Barbara and I went out to Pizza Hut and then a couple of stores...Milkshake Kit Kat Bars are pretty good :D ( Read more... )

and here's to another birthday without you, Daddy...
have a happy one *sighs*

i'm feeling better after yesterday...i feel lighter, more liberated...i haven't sat down and just let the sobs wrack my body like that except for the day he died...it was the kindof sob where you can't breathe, you can't talk, you can only let it all out through an ocean of ( Read more... )

And within 10 minutes with my grandma today and I broke ( Read more... )

I was watching the music video, "What Hurts The Most" by Rascal Flatts...oh my God, i was practically sobbing...it was so amazingly heartwreching...I've always loved that song (Mark Wills sang it first) but this video, WOW ( Read more... )

Last night was amazing. I went out with Barbara, Joey C, and Steve to Jillians. This is one the retarded pictures we did in those stupid booths. That was an experience since 4 people can't fit into those things at all so Steve fell out of it and I'm squashing Joey C with Barbara on my lap. It was great but we look like crap. Oh well! Haha.


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