i'm really going crazy, this whole summit thing is really getting me down. if i ha a nickel for everytime i got fuked over by the skool, i'd have a shitload of nickels. another thing is life after summit, like how am i gonna deal with my parents if i still don't find an apartment? i dunno, they've gotten better, so i guess it can'tbe all that bad. ( Read more... )

ok, so i've made it thru the first full month of billy being gone, and it's sucked royally. i really don't know why i'm putting myself thru this, maybe i enjoy the pain i feel every day knowing he's not gonns be there when i get home, or maybe i am actually trying to prove something to myself. the fact that i'm stuck here doesn't make it any better ( Read more... )

summit sucks, now more than ever. i really can't wait until january when i'm out. my birthday was ok, my dad was in michigan. i talked to billy and i heard his college "horror stories" i feel so bad for him. this past weekend, i stayed home all weekend, it was gay, and now my mom wants the skool to drug test me, ugh. well, that's pretty much ( Read more... )

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how can someone who makes me so happy make me so sad?

so yesterday since my dad's in michigan for the weekend, i got the car, again, only this time i could stay out late. i got tasha and drove her to robs, then went to lynbrook and hung out at mikes house. then i went and got tasha and drove her home and went to the german club. i was hangin out with dennis, elise, janine and all of them. then we went ( Read more... )

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Name: Alis Suzana Nicolau
Birthday: SEPTEMBER 19, 1984Favorite Food: food ( Read more... )

ok, forget the renting out the bar thing cuz a lot of my friends are underage . . . it seemed like a good idea . . . maybe cuz i was drunk . . .

ok, so i've decided on possibly renting out a bar for my birthday. my friend can hook me up to rent it for $100. (prices are estimated ( Read more... )